why is it so hard to lose something that u love that wasnt even there?? i am fuckin depressed i lost the baby.. last night shit went downthat i dont feel getin into and ended up havin a misacariage.. i am goin to press charges.. and it sucks for that guyu cuz it will be considered murder. feel bad for him.. plus the guy has like 17 people after ( Read more... )

so we didnt look for houses today cuz i am still sick.. i had a fever last night.. jimmy bought me medicine awe how nice... he took care of me.. and now he is gone.. who is gonna take care of me now... damn it! and i have practice tonight we are recoding out demo i feel like shit!!!

my friend jd made this pic for me... i love that kid.....


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so the new year starts and i think hey maybe this year i will have bettter luck. fuck no i am not that lucky. so last night i go to 80s nite yeah had a blast with friends. then i hear word that shit is gonna be goin down. so i go out to back my friends up. i hand my shit to my friend justin to hold as i go and fight... (which the whole ( Read more... )

well i am back home from cincinnati. it was good. i met some of his friends... missed the show but oh well i was with him.. thats all that matter even though he was totally crabby on sat night. but oh well... i got to play kingdom hearts. i felt bad cuz i kinda ignored him but that is a totally fun game i was soo deep into the game. i got all the ( Read more... )

well i am in cincinnati... started off good. i met his 3 friends last night... they seem really cool... i hope they liked me. well then jimmy and i left to go to the show. it was foggy and lots of deer everywhere... well we totally didnt even make it to the show.. we got lost and by the time we got there they had stopped playin... the thing that ( Read more... )

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u know whats really fuckin sweet???? whenur best friend and her RETARDED boyfriend dont fuckin apologize for something they did. um yeah my best friend's boyfriend decided to be a complete retard and leave his car window down in the middle of the flats last night.... first off why would the window be down?? second why would the window be down in ( Read more... )

so for christmas i got clothes which i told everyone not to get me clothes cuz i have to much, i got gas cards for my non existant car that is still stuck in cinci, and a digital camera. oh and money... but santa did bring me my favorite gift.. he brought me my wonderfuly boyfriend... he is actually sleeping on the couch right now.. i could be ( Read more... )

so i cant wait till sunday.. my awesome boyfriend is comin up to see me.. iwish he could be here on xmas but the say after is still good!!! he is leaving tuesday morning :o( i wish he could stay a lil longer. but it isnt bad cuz i am goin downt here for New Years i cant wait... i got him some of his xmas gift. i still have 2 more things i would ( Read more... )