i'm resisting my boss, i'm resisting her methodology and way of personalizing things like a dose of poison and i'm having conflict because of it. I want to keep our relationshp professional and uninvolved socially, and she's pushing in the other direction and getting her rubbed the wrong way. What is the lesson this woman has to teach me. My mom ( Read more... )

So the conspiracy hightens. Yesterday I had to fire my Assistant Gen. Man/Production manager. It was very sticky, but it went well. He agreed to resign, and was very a little too willing if you know what i mean. I have never had to fire anyone before and it has caused me great stress. Not only with regard to just having to do it but with the load ( Read more... )

i had a blessed labour day weekend. long weekend and i spent it with my new partner and a girlfriend of mine. camping out in my apt. we drove all over the place and he met my family. well they didn't know he was the new man until after we left, but he's met the family and had lunch with the brother. it was cool. no stress no expectations, just a ( Read more... )

I'm very sad to report i'm becoming dispondent and distracted with my job. Already and it's only been 4 weeks. I have spent the best part of the last two weeks discovering that the "conspiracy" is real and that my assistant gm is really a nut and he's not actually trying to deliberately sabbotage the company. Now did *that* just make any sense. ( Read more... )

this morning i woke up at 5:21am. the ocean crashing against the rocks below my bed room window was the most peaceful sound i've heard in a long time. it rained last night and no matter how wet my floor got i wanted to leave the windows open. i wanted to hear the ocean ( Read more... )

You know if am i to go by the number of posts i make refering to my job as qualitative evidence of my determination, i would have to say i'm seriously in trouble ( Read more... )

i'm determined at this time to keep a journal of my new job. just to keep me centered and focussed. yesterday was my first day and it was frought with the usual insecurities that come with the first day of work. I work with a very manipulative, disorganized and emotionally driven boss. This will be a chanllenge because it is her dishonest that i am ( Read more... )

I had no idea he liked me so much, this man. I so enjoy his company, the warmth and the exuberance of our encounters. He asks for what he wants and knows what he needs, I enjoy facilitating because it's intune with where i am right now. the sneaking around while here was exciting i wonder what will happen this week when we have our own space and ( Read more... )

boy i tell you life is full of interesting twists and turns. i'm completely enthralled with a man ten years my junior. and i don't give one flying F***. There is so much i can say right now for youthful exuberance, right now, but i'll just go bask in it's glow for a while before i go there. These past few weeks of awakenings have been as varied and ( Read more... )

i'm dating a man now - dating is a most inaccurate way to describe what's transpiring btwn this young man and i but it's the simplest term i can think of at this moment- who is a reflection of who i was. I look at him and realise what my last partner must have suffered which would explain why he treated me the abstract way, i ended up being treated ( Read more... )