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[certifiablysane]

Oh my.

I'm a little smittened...someone tell me if I'm being stupid or not please...?

*Sigh*

I'm scared. I think that's what it is. Happy. So so happy. But so so scared, and there's this little voice in the back of my head that just keeps screaming at me, telling me I'm not ready for this. But that's my fear talking...and I think I am ready for

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[cadetsandkings]

Hey, Ant, look. You have to do what you know will make you happy. If it's something that won't depress you, destabilize you, ruin your finances, or otherwise cause you grievous non-bodily harm and you don't expect bodily harm either, then GO FOR IT. You only live once and hey, you make your own decisions, right?

Don't let fear of anything make them for you. <3

[certifiablysane]

Thanks Jen. I just kinda had a couple of low days I think, it hit me the other day that the 4th of December was a pretty important anniversary for me personally and I think it was playing on my mind slightly without me even properly realising it. I took a couple of hours out and just sat on my bed, listening to a silly little soundtrack I own and just thinking and it actually helped quite a lot.

Yeah, I've had a low couple of days but I'm doing the right thing...and it's all gonna be ok. I think the problem was just that things are gonna be different, and I didn't expect that, but maybe it's what I needed.

I know this isn't gonna make any sense (it barely does to me) but, thanks for reading it anyway, and for taking the time to post... =)

It's Christmas...*Smiles* and I do love this time of year... =)