In other news

[ceruleandablue]

I popped up on the millitary radar for possible depression (not surprising) and moderate PTSD (more surprising)

This may jeapordize my deploymant, if not the rest of my flying, but at least I'm being honest with myself. Better late than never.

Comments

[chameleonesque]

For what it's worth, I would prefer that you do whatever it takes to heal yourself, rather than punish yourself further or struggle silently.
Maybe someday you'll tell me what's happened to you.
Sending my love.