Life as I see it.

[cetron]

Get born. Grow up with an oppresive and power-crazy older brother and crazy parents who you'd like to say are trying their best but if you think about it logically, they're not really. Grow up with a deeply ingrained inferiority complex and fear of social interactions, grow up to be the fat kid. Go to a boys' school for 10 years and make one good

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[n7111w]

Two comments:
01. You should be having 2.5 children! The government says so. ;)
02. I like the way everything is so definite and firm, everything except dying, which is only probable according to you. This is why I miss talking to you, lol.

One lesson to be learnt:
Clearly boys are detrimental to your health in every way. Avoid all-boys environments as much as you can please, and I think you will be almost-happy again. : )

[dexire]

The only way to assilmilate, to bond, to matter to others is by being at your best. Basically where u have found urself so far are situations mostly not of ur choosing. Even when choice seems to be present, the choices do suck. Especially in the army, u try not to shine to avoid much hassle, people who do play to be their best, are what we call xiao on. They work their darn hardest, for what we perceive to be for nothing.

U and many others often ask me why i do the things i do, especially when i am simply a man, drawing minimal wage with little to look forward to at the end of everything. But its important to seize every chance we get to be at our best, to matter.

After army we find ourselve either boundless, or bound by the need to fufil the set of social standards in every aspect of our lives. Just remember, there are many ways to achieve our ends, not simply by algorithims.

P.S. dun listen to jill, she trying to jack u