Like when we were kids

[cewoock]

It's agonizing how memory distorts fact, or just boldy lies to your face, or forgets. I can't remember who I was or what made me the asshole I am today. I have a home video of me, three years old maybe, running around with water ballons under a blinding sun, laughing. A moment later the scene changes. I am crying as my sister blows out her birthday

Comments

[anonymous]

oh carl,
i think part of the problem is your trying to find all of this meaning, and then when you can't you get upset...but sometimes life is just what it is and there is nothing deeper to find. you have to not care and let things come and go. When you dont look for stuff, they come to you, if you stop tryign to find happiness, you will be happy and content

[strawberry3489]

that is so true. sometimes when i'm looking at albums i wonder what made me smile in that shot- and i wish i could go back to that moment, when i was so free and so happy. and i ususally hate being stuck in this limbo that is high school. but don't worry- in two years you'll be in college, where everyone is a pretentious cock.

and thanx soo much for the "supah fly" mix. i <3 it. and the songs on it are very good i must admit. so be happy- you managed to reform me.