and it was Black Magic (3/?)
Title: and it was Black Magic
Pairing: Shige/Tego, Koyato, Koyago (Keii/Shige/Tego)
Rating: R
Genre: AU, angst, drama
Warnings: mild and discriminatory language, abuse, violence, death, OOCness
Summary: I fell in love with that boy at a glimpse. Keep it a secret.
A/N: Sorry for the late update, but school is really killing me.
But Keii, our transparent body can’t hug that boy
The stars are so beautiful tonight
So I want to stay a little more at his side
My name is Shige, next door lives Keii
And there’s another, he’s like a Lily
Rendezvous in the usual room, 3 A.M. tonight
I want to spend some time with him
Forgetting about ‘time’ again tonight.
The morning is our weak point
We can’t be together forever
A faint corona around the body, he is so blissfully unaware and a mind forest so hazy in the depts. In his mind he thinks he is dreaming, but his body is under restraints so heavy that his soul is being crushed as well. The sound of music is murmured like static in the background that just can’t be made out clearly. He shivers under the cold winter draft that flows so harshly through his window. Yes, everything is blurry as if his head was full of cotton balls.
He can now understand why he is so cold, he’s wet and sticky. He can’t even move his head to see, but he can tell by the smell of it. This strange scent that reminds him of copper; now that it comes to mind he can taste it as well. His eyes are cast downward to see the pooling liquid spewing from his own head. It’s all over him, he knows it very well. Then his memory is called from the far corners of his muddled brain. He remembers he isn’t alone.
He tries to call out the person’s name, but he cannot produce a sound. He tries with all his might, causing all the pain to resurface; however, all he can manage is a small rasping noise. Tears flood from his eyes when he realizes that all is hopeless. Is this what it’s like to die? With the power his mind could muster, he tried to reach out to the other to make a promise.
Let’s be together forever.
~
Tegoshi sat watching the clock again another day, like he did everyday, waiting to go over to Shige’s house. Yes, he had been there everyday that week, but both of them welcomed him with open arms each time. The swollen, discolored skin as almost gone, but the other boys gave each other knowing looks when they had seen him. Their eyes were able to pierce though the heavy make-up and fake happiness. However, neither of them had said a word. There was no way to help out their friend.
So things went fairly normal after their first time hanging out. The atmosphere around the three of them was relaxing and comforting. Shige did whatever he could to make the other boys smile; while Keii did what he could to protect his ‘children’ or so he put it. Things seemed to be going flawlessly in Tegoshi’s mind. Even though he had only known the two other boys for a week, he wanted to be with them always.
He thought he should have felt the at least a bit reluctant to dash out into the bitter cold night, but he would have given anything to get out of his house. He would have left sooner if Shige hadn’t asked him to come at 3 AM. So here he was shimmying up the column of Shige’s front porch to get to the first part of the roof. Once a tired Tegoshi reached his destination he crawled over to Shige’s open window.
“Good just like I told you to. It wasn’t that hard right?” Keii asked as he helped Tegoshi through the window.
“Do you get in that way?” Tegoshi huffed as he fell back on the bed Shige as sitting on.
With a mischievous grin Keii nodded and began to take Tegoshi’s shoes off for him.
Shige placed a handkerchief on Tegoshi forehead with an apologetic smile. He lifted his friend’s head onto his lap while he stroked his hair. The older boy closed his eyes as he heard Keii hum softly at his side. He wasn’t sure how to put it, but this felt ‘nice’. It was joy to him that he could find people he was really comfortable with.
Everyone always misjudged him and read him incorrectly to the point he had given up on showing his true self anymore. Tegoshi then became the person they thought he was right before their eyes; however, deep down he couldn’t burry the remains of his former self. Keii-chan and Shige were different from those people he always met. They hadn’t judged him in the least bit nor had they taken anything differently then the way he presented it. Yuya was beginning to believe they saw though his act on more then one occasion. He had to tell them more about himself, soon.
It was when Keii touched his shoulder that he realized he had been nodding off. He gave a sheepish smile as he pulled himself up from Shige and leaned on the older boy. A shiver, like a jolt of electricity, ran through Tegoshi’s body as Koyama breathed into his ear. Almost like a dream his whispered Koyama’s name into his shoulder just to have his new nickname ‘Tesshi’ said right back to him. In a shocking, yet not unexpected in its bizarre way, Keii placed a soft butterfly kiss to Tesshi’s neck.
Without much time to even give an appropriate reaction, Keii-chan was already smiling over at Shige, who gave a bright smile back.
“Shige, Tesshi, you guys go get some snacks while I finished the last of my work,” he said before gathering them both up for a tight embrace. With a loving kiss on the top of both their heads, Koyama sent them downstairs. Shige put a finger to his lips as they pasted the doors before getting to the steps. Hand and hand they went down into the kitchen that Tegoshi had never seen before. Still frazzled by the experience he had with Keii, Tegoshi leaned against the counter just watching the other intently.
As he watched the boy before him, thoughts of the pair raced through his mind, the events were pulled up and sorted. Tegoshi just had to pick a moment to ask, after all that was what Keii left him to do; he was sure of it. When the boy was about to pick up the tray of snacks is when he finally moved. Tegoshi noted that his body felt heavy as he pulled away from the counter that had been his lifesaver. His now heavy body made heavy footsteps that resonated in the small kitchen. Shige’s head wiped around to look at his friend coming toward him with dark eyes and that same devilish smile.
“Ne Shige~,” Tegoshi said rather cutely as he began to back the other into the counter. When he received no answer he continued, “I’m beginning to think you and Keii-chan are plotting something. Do you think I’m good looking?”
Tegoshi seemed to be getting closer, but Shige didn’t seem nervous one bit. That proved to Tegoshi that this was indeed planned out. He looked into Shige’s unweaving eyes that made him turn his head. It was that moment he almost missed that important answer, almost.
“You’re beautiful,” Shige mumbled looking at the white tile floor. Tegoshi was going to say something, he was going to reach out to the younger boy, and he was sure he had this all figured out until a cough interrupted everything.
“I’m to um… interrupt… you guys can go back to what you were doing. Don’t mind me at all. I could just turn around or go back up stairs,” Koyama babbled on waving his hands around in the air for dramatic effect.
“I think I better go home. Goodnight guys,” Tegoshi said quickly before rushing out. The two boys stayed in silence until they knew he was gone.
“That happened earlier then we planned. It would have messed up everything,” Keii said carefully as he glided across the room to take his lover into his arms.
“I know. We are going to have to explain so he doesn’t misunderstand what we are trying to do,” Shige sighed trying to fight off frustrated tears. “It’s not going to work if he only wants me. You need to be a part of this too.”
Holding on tightly, Keii rubbed Shige’s back in order to sooth him. He whispered sweet words that told his younger lover that everything would be okay. Hands gripping Keii’s t-shirt for dear life, clear tears falling onto his shoulder, imamate whispers that didn’t have a point, it was enough to drive someone over the edge. Like it was expected, Keii-chan picked up Shige, and carried him back to the bedroom. There the younger was placed on the bed with the utmost care.
Shige looked up at Koyama with dark eyes that beckoned him to join him on the bed. It was simple really, to push Shige’s body back onto the bed. It was just pure instinct for Koyama to crawl on top of him in such careful way. Their eyes met with more then longing, but of trust and love. With only a look they had an agreement that only they could really understand. That was where the hard part came into place, once you finally decide to agree to such an act, you get washed away by all the raw emotions.
It was hesitant, naturally, as their lips brushed together in a chaste kiss. It was the only place they could think to start from. A shiver ran down Shige’s body as he felt the cold wind coming through his window. Keii rubbed his arm lightly trying to warm him; however the small caress only caused him more chills. The stereo began to play music softly as they began to kiss again, with more energy. They both fought for the lead as their tongues twisted together causing a spark to run down their spines.
Shige’s hands smoothed over Keii’s back as he felt warm hands creep under his shirt. Those same hands gently brushed across his torso, stopping as they reached his nipples. Experimentally Koyama’s fingers tugged at the nubs until he hear a groan from his partner. Shige allowed Keii to take control of the kiss, letting the older boy’s tongue get familiar with every inch of his warm mouth. After a moment Keii pulled away to look into Shige’s eyes that was glazed over in lust.
Before Koyama could grasp what was going on, Shige tossed his and his own shirt off to the side, and latched his mouth to the his neck. Keii groaned as Shige began sucking at the junction between his neck and shoulder. He ran his long fingers through Shige’s hair, encouraging him to continue. He placed a small kiss on the spot before running his tongue up the column of Koyama’s neck. There he moved his to Keii’s ear, taking the lobe in between his teeth.
“I love you Keii-chan,” Shige whispered huskily as he placed a kiss behind his ear.
That was all it took for Keii to lose it. The other pushed Shige to lie flat on the bed as he pressed his lips urgently against Shige’s waiting pair, and Keii took no time to thrust his tongue into the other’s mouth. His hand moved down Shige’s chest, moving past the waistline of his jeans, until it settled on his groin. Nervously, he began stroking Shige through his jeans that cause the other to moan and arch up into his touch. Pulling back to look at Shige, his hand added more pressure.
“Shige,” Keii mumbled looking into the other’s eyes. They gazed at each other for a second before Shige nodded, his way of giving Keii his permission. Keii swallowed hard as his unsteady hands began to button Shige’s pants. He slowly pulled them off, underwear and all, until they were added to the other clothes in the floor. Koyama gazed at the body below him with a tender expression.
He reached down to cup Shige’s check sweetly, “You look beautiful, Shige.”
Shige blushed as leaned into the other’s touch, but he really felt like he was going to cry. Not able to trust his voice, Shige nodded as he placed his hand over Keii’s. It was then that they heard the bedroom door open with a large creaking sound. It was then that they both knew that this blissful dream was all over.
~
Tegoshi cried silently as he curled up in his lonely bed. Even with his whole body buried under the covers, it was still freezing and it never gave him the same comfort as Shige’s bed did. The air was swirling a negative miasma that threaten to choke Tegoshi’s lungs. He was scared, and he missed being with Keii and Shige. He tried his best to pretend he was asleep, however, he could feel the other figure in the room was coming closer.
In his moment of despair, he cried out for the other to leave him alone. All in vain, he did not have his request fulfilled. Tesshi’s mind went blank as the on slaught of pain was forced upon him again.
Hunting melodies rang across the skies. However it was not the voices of angels, but of those who have fallen from grace, forever to cry in their sorrow.
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A/N2: I wanted to see if anyone said anything, but since their hasn't I'll say it now. Before getting into Jpop I was a die hard Jrock fan. (Still love it but I love Jpop too.) So as you can see there a few Jrock things in here. The fic its self is based off a LM.C song. (The revised lyrics at the begining of every chapter.) I just wanted to see if anyone else knows the name of the song. XD