CFUW 134 - Wolves

[cfuw_shepherd]

[ You find yourself in a private hotel room, first class everything really. There's a wine bottle on the table, cooling in a bucket of ice. Three champagne glasses on the table and nicetroll standing by the door. ]

Well, look what the cat dragged in. Let's get to it, wolves. I need you to not die.

(ooc: WARNING FOR GORE AND VIOLENCE in Ash's thread.)

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[cfuw_shepherd]

[there is nothing here, just you... and the teddy bear]

oh, i'm so bored... won't you fix that... ash?

[there are butter knives and nail clippers]

[odiousialist]

. . . I'm not here for your entertainment.

[cfuw_shepherd]

if you aren't what good are you?

[NOBODY WILL EVER LOVE YOU.

it's a waterfall of uselessness.

a roar of your loneliness]

[odiousialist]

[twitches and picks you up, squeezing your fluffy neck]

That's not your call to make. You're just a toy.

[cfuw_shepherd]

[it's just a toy, and therefore, cannot feel you squeezing his neck]

you can't even keep someone you don't make any promises with.

[wow, the voice feels like it's coming from underneath your skin now]

[odiousialist]

[SHUT UP IT MAKES THINGS BETTER TO PHYSICALLY HARM SOMETHING even if it can't feel it. though he freezes up before flinging the bear to the ground and preventing himself from clawing at his arm, skin, anywhere]

[cfuw_shepherd]

[can you resist it, it's like you can feel him crawling under your skin.

in fact, if you look, you can see something moving under your skin]

you didn't make promises... and he's gone. probably couldn't wait to get aWAY from yOU

[odiousialist]

[oh I can claw my arms now, it's nothing new. let's just draw blood too]

ShutupshutupshutupshutupSHUT UP GET OUT IT'S NOT TRUE--!

[cfuw_shepherd]

[tyki's voice, now]

i hate you.

[repeating, all under your skin...]

[odiousialist]

[OH FUCK YOU--

dropping to his knees and lets go of himself for a second to fumble, reaching for the bear. YES THE BEAR]

That's... not going to-- work. S... so Shut. Up. [that came out a little choked]

[cfuw_shepherd]

I was glad to leave you behind. best thing that happened all year.

Hopefully I can set the bar higher next year.

[the voice is getting louder and louder. Carve me out. Carve me out.

You can see the butter knives and the nail clippers near you]

[odiousialist]

[grabs the bear and tears at it with his bare hands. anything to take out his frustration on something that isn't his own skin but it's barely that he manages to even do that]

You speak for none of them! NONE OF THEM!

[cfuw_shepherd]

You're joking, right?

[it echoes.]

You reached the same conclusion. Hah.

[odiousialist]

I DIDN'T-- [wait why am I talking to a fucking imaginary voice

tearing the teddy apart, by the way. limb by limb, and he's really not being gentle about it]

[cfuw_shepherd]

[because the voices are only growing louder, and laughing at how pathetic you are now, while you can SEE HIM, HE'S IN YOUR VEINS YOU CAN SEE THE BEAR IN YOUR BLOOD

carve him out]

[odiousialist]

[oh god what... trying to pull breaths that are getting more choked up, and when there's nothing more to tear at, because the teddy is just a trashed mess now, he's just. curling into himself, screaming]

GET OUT!!