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My Ideal Suicide: If I was going to off myself I would have to say I'd over-dose on Flintstones chewable vitamins. I know I'd have to eat insain amounts of them, but I can pretty much garantee I'd be the first person to ever do it. I'd be a legend, and I bet after awile people wouldn't believe it happened and it'd become an urban legend like the ( Read more... )

I made my decision, after all these years and after everything I've been through and done and not done I swallowed my pride, put my ago in check, trashed my personal views beliefs and feelings and got a persription for anti-depressants ( Read more... )

I never tell you anything, thats what you say. Who do I ever tell anything to? If there is anyone on this fucking planet that actualy thinks I tell them close to anything anymore they should get their head examined. I'm scared, no I'm fucking terrified. I'm terrified becuase you're going to get over to me and find somone else and be with and fall ( Read more... )

Today was the party. Got up got ready and went ( Read more... )

Why do recovering drug addicts feel the need to put that fact into a description of their personality? And like no one else does that, you dont hear "Yeah I'm so and so, I used to be an alchie" or "yeah I used to kill babies" or whatever social disorder/addiction one may have ( Read more... )

Past week is kind of a blur due to lack of sleep and lots of stress. Yesterday I went down and applied for my licence. Today I worked for about six hours and wrapped up Laurens gift (I'm still unsatisfied and feel like its lame). Tomorrow I'm supposed to go to her party, gata ask my dad and if he says no...well I suppose Im going to just have to go ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm making times out to be darker than they really are. I've been so pessimistic latley...but I've always been pretty pessimistic. I dunno, I miss Lauren alot but if I had to guess I'd say she wont be missing me much longer, but who knows maybe thats just the paranoia talking (christ I need to get more sleep) but yeah, what did I expect ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm making times out to be darker than they really are. I've been so pessimistic latley...but I've always been pretty pessimistic. I dunno, I miss Lauren alot but if I had to guess I'd say she wont be missing me much longer, but who knows maybe thats just the paranoia talking (christ I need to get more sleep) but yeah, what did I expect ( Read more... )