oh sooo true

[ch0ke_me_hard]

dear mommy and daddy,

i'm tired of being what you want me to be

every step that i take is another mistake to you

... i've become so numb

all i want to do is be more like me and less like you

cant you see that your smothering me?

holding too tightly, afraid to loose control.

everything that you thought i would be is falling apart right

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[xxbrokenabyssxx]

that's beautiful..sorta reminds me of a poem i wrote about my mom..this is it:

You

Sitting here looking into your eyes,

Once again you have torn down my spirit.

You tell me that I am nothing.

Your words cut into my heart.

I am left hoping and wanting.

I try to be the best for you.

I am left with insomniac sleep patterns.

The circles underneath my eyes,

The tears streaming down my cheeks,

The aching within my soul,

All that is for you.

Struggle, defeat, exhaustion,

Down-trodden with spirits lost,

All I am, all that I will be

All for you.

You cast me aside.

Tear down my pride.

I am nonexistent, unimportant.

I reach, climb, fight.

All for you.

I fall, crumble, cry,

All for you.

I search, lose, die,

All for you.

All for you, all for nothing.

All in vain.

Written By:
Melinda
January 10, 2003
8:31pm eastern

[heylush]

that song is the story of my life.

its tough, but hang in there <3