Today was like hell for me...I couldnt stand not talking or seeing her....It would be all better if I could just give my Sugar Faced Chilli Willi a hug...just holding her is like BOOM! all the things im thinking of at that moment...I just go into another place...I cant be happy in life and I feel like Im going to not be able to trust people any ( Read more... )

This day just fucking blew today...sat around feeling so fucking depressed...this is like the first time in a great while that ive ever felt like this...i weould like to be like the EmoN*ggers and sit in a corner with my scarf and just cry until i fall asleap....i dont know whats going on....Chrissie is the BEST girl ive EVER met she is just like ( Read more... )

"I wanna wake up and take a walk in my woods again, i miss my woods, theres the best memories in there... I miss Him... I would do anything to just give Him a hug... god this is so sad I should be happy, I'm with someone I've wanted forever and a 1/2, but I'm never happy with anything am I? I think thats my biggest problem"

I don’t know what wrong with my Chrissie...she says that she has to straighten so things out and she doesn’t know what’s making her so upset and mad...I hope that its not about something I did....all I want is for her to be happy and im extremely worried about this... I was looking forward to seeing Chrissie today but I guess I should give her, her ( Read more... )

Im so happy well im like in a uber happy mood since I've been going out with Chrissie but anyways I get to hang out with her on Sunday....yes! and like its Friday, I masturbated today at around 4:30ish...it was the best! i havent masturbated in like ummm 3 or 4 days...i know, i know thats is a long time for me to go but I havent been getting much ( Read more... )

I fucking think that i jizzed my pants....wait a minute, i think that i did...well i got SAW (the movie) today and its so fucking AWESOME im inlove with that movie, and i dont care what other people think of it...*whips jizz off of let* yeah so im like UBER happy about that....God i love banana peppers *jizzes himself again*

-Chicque

Im happy that im going out with Chrissie...Ive had my eye on her for like a year, year and a half...something like that but i finely got her...im so happy about that. all my previous relationships were like complete shit and something seemed wrong but i dont get that vibe form Chrissie...I just cant put my emotions into words...i would do ANYTHING ( Read more... )

Well today has been swell...not only did i sit around and do nothing but i found out that i couldnt go to the CCA with my girlfriend Chrissie...so im kinda upset about that and i kinda feel like shit anyways cause its one of those days that my body decides to be a fuck head and make me feel all weak and lifeless... well im kinda glad that my heart ( Read more... )

In space the stars are no nearer ( Read more... )

Im fucking tired of hearing about boink....it is so fucking annoying and i would say something but i know that the person cant help it and so im going to put on my happy face and just hope it goes away (ahhh my neck huts from someone biting it) but back to the subject...its just blah! and boink is like stupid and i dont like it, but its something ( Read more... )