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I've always thought about just disappearing. Going somewhere new. I've never felt as strongly about doing so as I do now. I really don't have anything holding me back anymore. I have nothing left to give anyone out there. I just feel empty. Like there's something missing. Something I need to find. I've felt this way before. I've found it before.
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"I just feel empty. Like there's something missing. Something I need to find. I've felt this way before. I've found it before. Somehow it always seems to slip from my grasp. I'm not strong enough to hold onto it."
Search for what you think is missing inside yourself. You might be surprised what you're able to find. And if it's something that you have inherently inside of you.. it can't slip away. And if you can't find what you want... then, at the very least, you can fortify yourself for the future when you have to hold on to "something.. someone..." next.
Also, I'm glad you established that disappearing is not a realistic option for you. Makes me feel better. Take care of yourself.
Note-- I apologize if this comes off as trite and childish. I think there's something valid in the thought, even if the words fail.
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