The fact that I still hurt over this isn't normal, the fact that I still love you is insane. The truth is that I never fell out of love with you, and I'm not sure I ever will. I still have dreams of you, and I wake up feeling like the world is mine...Just to be crushed by reality. The saying you don't know what you have until you lose it has ( Read more... )

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I don't even know if anyone uses this shit anymore...but I need to vent or somethin and it's 4am so nobody's up. I miss her. So fucking much. It's been about a year and I still cannot get her out of my head. What the fuck? Either she put a curse on me, or I'm eventually destined to be with her. Most likely the second one. But I don't know ( Read more... )

yea I definitely like myspace better than LJ now lol

if you have one, add me

www.myspace.com/ch215 ;)

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bored + work + poetic mood =

I can't live with you
I can't live without you
A toxic blister on my heart
I grasp for your hand
But my reach falls short
You're my oxygen, filled with kryptonite
Someday our dreams will collide
By that time, the blister will heal
So will my heart, the one you won't feel

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I did it

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It's 5:30 in the morning, I'm fucked up and just got home from a bonfire, & I realized I never post in this thing anymore so here I am. Work is awesome I absolutely love the job but I have been working a fuckin lot. Oh well atleast I'll be gettin lots more $$$. My other business is working out very well too :) So next week I'm leaving for a ( Read more... )