the other day, on the way to see a life coach (because my parents have acknowledged my disorderly lifestyle), my parents and i got into a conversation about prayer. my mom and i talked about how we pray and my father talked about how he has too many other things to be worried about and has no time for prayer ( Read more... )

I just want everyone to know how immature they are. To actually take time out of your sad life, to make a list of alleged people that I've slept with is the single most fucked up thing I have ever heard about. I'm not a virgin, but I certainly have not slept with 30+ guys. It really hurts my feelings that I'm being talked about by people who are ( Read more... )

I just want security. Do I have friends? Will I be successful? 

Everyone is leaving for some amazing, progressive, fabulous life. People are living on their own, going to school, and having an overall good time. I live at home and do nothing. It's my fault I don't go to school or anything, but it still sucks. I want to dress up and go out for a night on the town, but there is no "town" here. There is nothing. I ( Read more... )

i've been having a lot of panic attacks lately. i haven't gotten them this bad since about 2 years ago. nothing is triggering them, but i think an accumulation of bad decisions have brought upon VERY unwanted stress ( Read more... )

If I had an 800 dollar camera, maybe I would get some opportunities. It sucks when I am asked to do photography, and when I show up to do it, someone else is already on it because of the caliber of camera they own... I NEED a good camera.

NO ONE LET ME SPEND RIDICULOUS AMOUNTS OF MONEY UNLESS IT IS ON SAID CAMERA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Yes you who must leave everything that you cannot control.
It begins with your family, but soon it comes around to your soul."

-L. Cohen

does anything anyone does really matter in the end of any situation? the average person lives to about the age of 73. in those 73 years what do we accomplish? we're programmed at birth as some kind of sick joke, born programmed yet we were given complex brains capable of cooking up the misconception that we are special and we matter. we as humans ( Read more... )

• Come in and whistle or hum to a song that's on, when they know damn well they've never heard that song before, because it's a wigger whistling to The Shins.
• If someone comes in and say they don't need help with anything because they're "just browsing."
• Come in and say they can't find anything they like. Keep in mind, Sunburst Sunglasses has over 2, ( Read more... )

OK SO... I can't afford "real college." So I'm going to Wor-Wic. please kill me in my sleep. I should be going to a prestigious  art university. This is me-- sad sad cry wah wah wah. Oh well, I need to get bullshit classes out of the way. Not tryin to pay $400 for a math class that I'll most likely get a 'C' in...