I think I need a new layout for this thing, while it is semi-new, I don't think it reflects myself or my new family at all.

Any suggestions?

I also need better icons... I'm really turning into one of those journal people, ne? Worried about the appearance as much as I am the content.

I finally got to meet You-kun. We were able to take the opportunity to go out and get drinks, to relax, and chat. He is very considerate, caring, and very, very tall. He's one person I will spend the rest of my life looking up to for many reasons, his height being the most obvious one ( Read more... )

Again, I've had the chance to spend some memorable time with both of you. And just with a few simple conversations my life feels more full then it has in a very long time.

I know you are both facing something really difficult where you are, I just hope you know that you can talk to me anytime.

Last night I had the opportunity to talk to two amazing individuals. This morning I woke up feeling more alive then I have over a year. I even got a hug.

Thank you both.

I'm still waiting.

If I was the type of person that gave up easily, I think I would have caved already.

Good thing I'm a stubborn ass.

Happy Birthday Gackt-kun.

Happy Birthday to you as well. Though I doubt you give a shit that I even bothered to say anything at all, you never do.

Waiting can be torture.

I want to move on. I want to have a second chance at life again. I'm tired of being trapped here while I watch my brothers flourish and bloom in other places, while I am left to rot here in a lonely isolated world ( Read more... )

I remember the time you woke from that nightmare and you pulled me close, whispering for me to "...Stay with me.. Don't go..." I promised I wouldn't, gave you my breath... my spirit ( Read more... )

If I was to fade away into nothingness, no one would even care anymore.