frustration fills the air. electronics suck. life is gay. sleep is nice.

my shank level just rose to an ultimate high. does anyone else want to sprinkle some good news on me while i sleep because that would really do it for me.

happy new yeaar!! i had a really good time. it was fun, but i had 4 hours of fucking sleep but its all good. 2006 WOOHOOO. ok this is a pointless entry but still..holler

something seems like its missing. i dohnt know what it is, but everything just seems so depresssing..like when i was a little kid my family would make such a big deal about christmas and everything would always be so jolly and happy and nothing was eveer wrong. but now its so different. i feel like christmas spirit is just like..gone theres nothing ( Read more... )

YYEy!! im so happy, our shows went reallly well this weekend! i just got back from doing two shows today which was really tiring but MOST deff. worthwhile. most things are going really well except for a few ppl who are real assholes who cant make decisions. im just gonna forget about guido because he cant make up his mind and im not gonna sit ( Read more... )

today ive been feeling pretty sentimental. thinking about old times. how somethings and some things stay the same. i love sabrina marsalisi..i still remember how to spell that shit toO..i cant handle myself..i feel like going to rockafeller center at this very second

elia makes me and my iPod feel musically inadequite..whatev i still love her. im feeling a little down because everyones talking about how much they think getting drunk and high is like so bad and how the ppl who do it are so stupid and i feel like they're basically like pointing their finger at me which kind of sux and makes me really sad. like i ( Read more... )

its so funny/loserish how i often find myself laughing and talking with myself..like just now when i found out something that brings much joy to my ears..even though i didnt hear it..i read it..anyway..i had finals since monday and yesterday on the train with rachel we were discussing my chem test and we were talking about kinetic energy and how we ( Read more... )

i couldn't sleep. i kept waking up and wondering how she was. im scared for her. i feel badly. last night was fucking crazy, and i actually dont know how it went wrong.

well..my sweet sixteen is officially off because my dad's a douche bag. i feel bad cuz my mom is trying so hard to make me happy and saying that she'll throw me a party even though i know right now that's not a good idea for her. my life is just downfucking hill and its really getting to me. ive cried like 12 days out of 14 these two weeks and i ( Read more... )