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[chacha_lament]

Sometimes, I wonder... How much bullshit will be enough, before I let her go completely? How disgusted with myself will I have to get before I stop checking in with her to make sure everything's going well? Obviously things are going very well. I shouldn't even have to ask. It makes me feel like a loser...caring still... Not sure why I thought it'd

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Smile please!

[reallove21]

Hey beautiful. I read the post before this one as well and I would do your laundry and clean for you if I could. I don't mind doing all of that stuff. I wish that you weren't stressed at all. I am sooooooo...sorry. I know what it is like to have a woman rip your heart out and stomp on it like you never meant a damn thing to her. My ex girlfriend hurt me more than anyone ever has before and I have been hurt so many times before. I still have all of the letters/cards from her but I haven't looked at them since she broke up with me in January. I am going to throw them away tomorrow. I know that you will find a woman that cherishes you and the ground you walk on. She will be the luckiest woman in the world. She will love you for WHO and HOW you are. Trust me. I know that everything will get better for you. You seem like a really great, intelligent, sweet, caring, strong person. I really do hope that you feel better soon. Seriously, I am always here for you. I know you are probably thinking "You are only 21, you are a so

Re: Smile please!

[chacha_lament]

Actually, I would never dismiss someone on account of their age. I've known quite a few people who have been wise beyond their years. Your advice is pretty sound. Thanks for that. I'm not always such a drag. I just have those moments every so often.

Was work any better for you today? Mine was nuts. Instead of getting stressed, I got sort of to the point where I had to laugh about the ridiculous workload.

Have a nice night.
~Chacha

Work... =(

[reallove21]

How are you? Thank you for saying that about my advice. That was nice of you. Work today sucked. Little things that bother me that I don't deserve to put up with. I am looking for another job. I am sorry that your work load today was so much. At least tomorrow is Friday. I hope that you have a wonderful weekend. I know that you aren't a drag honey. We all have those moments sometimes. Take care. Thanks again. Smile always. xoxo

- Keli

[xdeadlydollx]

I'm sorry for whatever happened. But hopefully it was for the best. I'm a true believer that everything happens for some reason. Caring isn't such a horrible thing. There will be so much more waiting for you, go don't get caught up with the past.

[chacha_lament]

Sometimes I *do* get way too nostalgic. I gotta learn how to not dwell on things so much.
As for caring, I think its hard not to care at all about a person if you truly loved them. Unless, of coures, you loved someone who turned into a stalking sociopath that kicks small puppies and steals your underwear. Not that I have had any experience with such people. ::ahem::