phew,just a dream!
So yesterday totally sucked really bad and this morning wasn't too much better... but as i always do, i will try not to think about it!
So i had a horrible dream last night that i was in a class room with all my classmates (which by the way were the randomest pple...some from my different schools,some from jus life in general and some that i dont even kno that i've seen somewhere) so anyway, we get our report cards bak & most pple seem all happy n & satisfied w/ their grades...& these 2 teachers (who in real life are 2 guys from my karate class) came up 2 me & were like shaking their head "Malia, this is terrible, this is so disappointing, how could you do this?" So..i look @ my report card and all of my grades are like 33(can u even get that low?hah), 35,60,40,30, all these horrible scores and my GPA was like 33(dont ask how that averages out). So here is my "teacher"(guy from karate class) standing up in front of my desk lecturing me about how terrible this is & all the other students are tryin to peer over my shoulder & see my grades and snickering and the whole bit...&he's talking so loud but then he's like "we better not let the class know your scores" &by this point pretty much every1 in the room can see how horrible i did, so i look at my teacher (the karate guy) & stand up & start yelling "YOU KNOW WUT?? I DON'T CARE ABOUT MY EGO...GO AHEAD, TELL THE WHOLE CLASS HOW BAD I DID" and i slammed the report card on my desk, sat down &briefly thought how much it sucked tht i was a sr. and only had a little over a month 2 graduate & i was failing,i thought how much it was going to suck to go home and share this w/ my 'rents...wen i thought about that it made me wana slam my desk on the head 2 the point of brain damage& i was so overwhelmed of how i was gonna b able to do all of this...and then...i woke up! Let me tell u, that dream felt soo real...o man was i so happy wen i woke up & realized that it was jus a dream. Failing my sr. yr is the last thing i wana do right now...but thank God i kno for a fact i'm not failing ...WOO the relief.
So last nght for real..jax came over i made her a cake for her b'day but my mom and i decided to call it the "stress cake" becuz it was the product of my horrible horrible day. It came out looking soo bad:( i didn't put enough grease in the pan so it kinda fell apart wen i was taking it out of the pan...but i did my best 2 fix it up N my mom showed me some tricks bein the culinary genious she is...N it turned out 2 b better than i expected, i guess peaches in the middle help to keep the cake 2gether,and it tasted good!& thanx 2 Betty Crocker that cake was actually pretty darn good!~