god only knows

[chadfu]

"Because life isn't always about Truth and Beauty; sometimes it is just about being decent to other people." _a friend

i'm standing in front of the bathroom mirror at work. you know that feeling, when it seems like you're tired all the time? this is my day: i wake up at six, eat my cereal, take my pill, and i tell my parents to have a good day. i

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[yokerson]

Thanks.

[chadfu]

hey, peter. well, i'm not sure that i've done anything warranting gratitude, but thanks for reading. give us an update soon?

[yokerson]

I will. Nothing's really moved me lately.

I said thanks because I could really relate to your descriptions. That's all.

[suessigkeiten]

once, i started yelling at my girlfriend so senselessly, so relentlessly that i had to be taken back to the emergency room in the back seat of a cop car.

in all fairness, you really weren't being so awful that day. i had been waiting for some excuse to get you to see someone who might be able to help, and the crisis line only sends someone if someone is physically in danger. so i told them you'd threatened me, even though i highly doubted you'd actually do anything. i felt bad for calling them on you, but i didn't know what else to do. i'm sorry for that; i was only trying to help.

also, carlos just took a huge, stinky shit and every time i think of you singing that darkness song, i can't help but laugh.

i'm happy that you seem to be doing better and i hope you can maintain this level of okayness when you get back. i know you can, i just hope you willdo you know what day you're coming back? we should have a big drunk party, but not too drunk, because you need to take care of yourself, dude. you stop taking those pills and i'

[chadfu]

don't be sorry for that. you did the right thing.

we should invent a new kind of cat litter for cats with 'special fecal needs'. we could call it DIRTY BARLOS, printed in heavy-duty lettering.

i'm not sure what day i'm getting back, but i'll let you know.

um, i'll take some of them apples...