I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas or whatever holiday you celebrate. I hope you enjoy the time with your family and loved ones. Hope my friends get some good stuff. ^_-

There's one thing I wish I could have though...I don't think I'll get it...

I really do think I'm going to die alone. Every time I grow close to a guy and start to have feelings for him, something gets in the way of the relationship ( Read more... )

Sorry, my last entry made no sense. It would probably only make sense to one person, and I kind of hope that he/she hasn't read it yet. Anywho, have a nice day all! ^^

I never rebounded. I just stood up and picked up the pieces that were dropped in front of me and started walking. I didn't stop to try and fix it, I just walked. It took me a few months before I stopped and looked at the shattered fragments that I held. WHen I did, I saw that the number of pieces had grown, that I had picked up my friends' along ( Read more... )

How can I lose what I never had?
Why do I want wha I can never have?

Okay, things have happened, respect has been shot and tighter friendships are forming. Why the hell is all this happening at once? Where did I screw up in life to get shit with a little icing?!?!???!!!?!?!??!??!??!?!??!!!

Ok, this is a branch of a comment someone left on one of my entries ( Read more... )

Well, what a weekend I've had. We had Madrigal Dinner over the weekend and some interesting events. (I still love you Lydia!! ^_^) Anywho, I feel bad for one of my friends. He seemed to be sheltered from the whole "teenage drama" thing up until recently. I think a lot of us just need to say screw it to bf's and gf's...but that wouldn't be any fun, ( Read more... )

Okay, I probably shouldn't be posting this because of what I've been....well, taught by a friend. But, I want to say it so I can look back on it ( Read more... )