Tumble over and over and nothing gets better, maybe only worse ( Read more... )

I self-sabotage without even trying. Without realizing I'm doing it. There's this stupid, cruel part of my mind that I know most people don't have. And when I'm already down, it sinks in claws and pulls me deep ( Read more... )

Take the what is ( Read more... )

I feel like I have to rein in my emotions as of late. If I leave them to their own devices, they go galloping off with no really target or destination in mind. There is anger and pain with a target I would prefer to forget altogether, but that leaves me lashing out aimlessly. Things are improving ( Read more... )

I should have known after riding his merry-go-round before ( Read more... )

Entirely copypasted from Experience Project today. I'm feeling a little lazy and this is what I wanted to write here, anyway.

Given what's in our food these days, that's a horrifying thought. It means we're all mostly corn. Corn oil, corn syrup, corn-fed beef, chicken, or pork. I feel so grainy and unbalanced. So much of what I can buy in the ( Read more... )

We don't write enough letters anymore. Perhaps we put word to page with emails, Facebook status updates, text messages, but it will never be the same. No matter the words and the feelings behind them, a love text will never have the same heart dead tree format holds. There seems to be this flow between hand, pencil, and paper. A magic? An energy, ( Read more... )

I spent eight years with my last livejournal. Created when I was only sixteen, that baby saw so much teenage drama, relationships growing and dying, pointless petty concerns, and so much of my life that was. It was my outlet, a soapbox and a social scene ( Read more... )