Unfurling

[chained_girl]

This post is mostly for D and J, but it's public in case the long sorry tale helps someone else put the jigsaw pieces together. It's the first thing I've written since Tuesday, in fact the first thing I've written in over a month which for me is exceptionally unusual. I was a bit not well for a bit

Comments

[littlemisshugs]

Hello, I know I haven't seen you in a very long time and don't really know you very well but after reading your entry I just wanted to wish you a speedy recovery and to say for what its worth i don't think its a selfish decision you made, a difficult one considering the consequences. Take care x

[chained_girl]

Thank you hon. I think...it's not necessary to know other people understand any more, but it is, all the same, good to know if that makes sense.

[chained_girl]

I think when things get a bit complicated you tend to appreciate the opportunity to make some changes even if the thing which changed wasn't going to always have a direct affect on your personality. I was a horrid person to be around, mostly. I think and hope that that will change now and that shiny people will want to spend a bit more time with someone who is themselves a wee bit more shinier ;O)

[chained_girl]

Sold :) Ping me when you're about - I'm in Lancs atm but back down in London in about 2 weeks I reckon. Would be really lovely to catch up. Really.

[bagfish]

So pleased that you have found a resolution to what was putting you through such mental hell; I wish you a speedy recovery and plenty of calm, laughter, smiles and patience in the long term.