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Dear Cousin,
I want to apologize once again for not inviting you to the wedding. I'm sure you know that I love you much more than most of the people invited. I hope to see you soon. Perhaps I'll stop in and visit you and Riley sometime.
That is not my reason for sending this owl though. I've sent it to ask you advice. As my wedding date grows closer I've become even more terrified. Bella keeps assuring me that I'll grow to love my husband, but I don't believe it's possible. Not when my heart already belongs to someone else and not when my husband's views differ so much from mine. I've given up hope of loving him long ago, and I do not want to marry him. but I'm not as brave as you are, Sirius, I can't just disappoint everyone I've known my entire life. More importantly, I can't survive on my own. If I were you I would have never began planning this wedding to begin with I would have said no right away. I don't know who I am anymore,but I know I am not you.
What should I do? If I don't marry where will I go?
With Love,
Andromeda
I want to apologize once again for not inviting you to the wedding. I'm sure you know that I love you much more than most of the people invited. I hope to see you soon. Perhaps I'll stop in and visit you and Riley sometime.
That is not my reason for sending this owl though. I've sent it to ask you advice. As my wedding date grows closer I've become even more terrified. Bella keeps assuring me that I'll grow to love my husband, but I don't believe it's possible. Not when my heart already belongs to someone else and not when my husband's views differ so much from mine. I've given up hope of loving him long ago, and I do not want to marry him. but I'm not as brave as you are, Sirius, I can't just disappoint everyone I've known my entire life. More importantly, I can't survive on my own. If I were you I would have never began planning this wedding to begin with I would have said no right away. I don't know who I am anymore,but I know I am not you.
What should I do? If I don't marry where will I go?
With Love,
Andromeda