For The Better

[chainoblivion]

These past few years have been the most unique, stange, and hardest of years. about 5-6 years ago I lost my first lover, my first g/f. Since then the light in my life has disappeared and and along with that my youngest sister. She wasn't really my sister, just a really close friend of mine that lived in England. Shes gone too. Bless your heart and

Comments

[cigabone]

Oh I see...well I know that having just us around isn't enough and I wish it was and its not right to be selfish but you don't sound selfish at all so don't worry. I just want you to be happy and if chaning yourself will make you happy then do it. Don't worry about what other people think its not right for you to just change yourself for other people you should just be yourself. Not only that you should have people around to make you realize that who you really are, someone to help you find yourself again. I'm sure that the person that you love the most will be able to help push you in that direction. In any case if you need anyone to talk to you know where I live and you know my screen name and you know my phone number so just try and feel better and talk to me more.

[kiri_l]

Hello,

I notice you freinded me.. I'm curious as to why.

[chainoblivion]

Well i have reasons to believe your an very old friend of mine fron a chat room called Anime-Chat.com I followed a few journals of people who used to or still go to that chat room. I notice your screen name and thought you might be a person I once new. I wonder if that chat you means anything to you, if so, then those this nick "lil_raven" means anything to you aswell?

[kiri_l]

I do visit an irc network called anime-chat But I haven't branched out from the one chatroom - no real need to =)

lil_raven doesn't mean anything to me. did your friend use Kiri_L in the chat or some variation thereof?

[chainoblivion]

My memory has been fragmented and scatter around since 5-6 years ago. I thought you might had been my little sister. Thats why I friend you. By the way her nick was Kari, or at least thats whats my memory tell me.