First and foremost, do not feel guilty or responsible in any way for my health. It was always my battle and will forever remain my battle. There’s nothing anyone can single-handedly do to fix it for me and, in reality, if I had to rely on someone’s presence to remain stable, it would be very weak on my part. In that sense, this problem remains in my hands alone for it is me whom it directly affects
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Sorry, this message may seem a little redundant but I just wanted to stress the fact that in no way was I trying to patronize or antagonize you in the above message. I hope that you don't get offended with any of the ideas expressed above.
I simply wanted to tell you not to worry about me. Just be happy. Whatever it takes.
Just know that I didn't want to remove you from my life like you were some scum. The only problem I had with our relationship was the fact that I wasn't able to stop caring about you. I would'nt give up, I wouldn't stop trying to do the little things around you that you kept telling me to NOT do.
I wouldn't be able to date other girls because I cared about you, and as stupid as this seems... I did it all even while being convinced that you didn't have any feelings for me at all. Maybe at some point back whenever, but definitely not now.
If I was strong enough to be able to handle the friendship, then I would'nt have done this. But like you've said... I'm weak and too sentimental for my own good. I'll follow my heart straight to my grave someday... I just didn't want to take you with me.
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I hope that you don't get offended with any of the ideas expressed above.
I simply wanted to tell you not to worry about me.
Just be happy.
Whatever it takes.
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The only problem I had with our relationship was the fact that I wasn't able to stop caring about you. I would'nt give up, I wouldn't stop trying to do the little things around you that you kept telling me to NOT do.
I wouldn't be able to date other girls because I cared about you, and as stupid as this seems... I did it all even while being convinced that you didn't have any feelings for me at all. Maybe at some point back whenever, but definitely not now.
If I was strong enough to be able to handle the friendship, then I would'nt have done this.
But like you've said... I'm weak and too sentimental for my own good. I'll follow my heart straight to my grave someday...
I just didn't want to take you with me.
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