a life with problems and misunderstandings and bad days and occasions on which you say the wrong thing and occasions on which you feel ugly or stupid or unloved or cheated or neglected.
a life with problems strong love is able to get through.
Then how is it that Ryan didn't discuss with me his problems...? If I had only knew.. I was so stupid to have gotten so much into the habit of letting my emotions flow with him that I pushed him away - he wasn't having fun with me anymore...
I really couldn't tell you how Ryan felt, because he's generally not open about his personal feelings with anyone. My guess is that he felt that talking about his problems with you would hurt you or upset you and he didn't want that to happen. I think he felt a little overwhelmed by your emotions and didn't want to or know how to deal with them
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I know he's not open with his personal feelings, I realize that. I just wish he would've told me his thoughts on our future. I realize I talked wistfully of plans I'd love to happen.. I told him I was fine with the separation, though it took me a little while to get used to it. I know he was overwhelmed with my emotions, he never knew what to do.. That's my fault. Sometimes I would try to push him to try and make me feel better, and I shouldn't have just done that. I'm just a little sad and disappointed that it took me a couple of years to figure that one out
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