Comments | champagnelaugh: i had my vengeance. now you should see my smirk.

champagnelaugh

i had my vengeance. now you should see my smirk.

Jun 16, 2004 14:17

She didn't pay attention to me for a while, always busy with work and too tired from it to play with me. Last Friday she went to a concert without me, which I thought I wasn't going to go to anyway until I ran into a ticket last minute. I called her, but she said she didn't want to deal with it. So here I am, Friday night in downtown Palo Alto, ( Read more... )

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burningpolaris June 16 2004, 16:33:03 UTC

I think it's better to take the safer way out in this situation. If you let each toher go, you'll both grow, and it will make the relationship stronger if both of you are stronger. Plus, if you decide that you don't think she's the right one, you will have avoided all the mistakes you may have made with her had you stayed with her.

soyumaddict June 16 2004, 17:47:36 UTC

fuck you. thats so messed up.

burningpolaris June 16 2004, 18:25:49 UTC

You know, I try to understand what a friend of mine has to say, and if you don't understand it, or can't handle the truth, or can't handle the fact that maybe him not being with you is the best thing for him, you're not a very good friend. And I'm sorry if you don't like the fact that he's asked for my opinion about this before, it's not like I sit around thinking of ways to make your life miserable, you do that all on your own ( ... )

soyumaddict June 16 2004, 19:20:13 UTC

actually i was talking about the entry. i didnt even know you had responded to this entry, honestly. now everything is about you mallory. amazingly. and i do think that me and dmitri need to grow up a lot more before we can have the relationship we are trying to have. so i agree with you there. but this is what i have to say to you. no everything is fucking about andy ( ... )

burningpolaris June 16 2004, 20:24:57 UTC

I don't think everything is about me, and I don't know where that statement came from. Honestly I assumed you had replied to what I said to Dmitri. I made an assumption I shouldn't have made, I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions-usually I don't do that, but I subconsciously assumed that you had replied to what I said, and I think my reasoning for that is justified due to what you have said to me in the past. I don't exactly know what you have against me. I never told Andy to not talk to you, and I never told Dmitri to not talk to you. You're either putitng words in my mouth or believing something that isn't true b/c that's what you want to believe. Or someone told you what I suggested to them in the wrong words. I don't force ppl to do what they don't want to do, I don't have that kind of power and I don't want it. But when I'm asked for an opinion I give it to them, and I'm sorry if you don't like anything I've said, but I said it for a good reason, and it seems to be doing people a lot of good, even if it's not about you. I think ( ... )

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kinky_bri June 17 2004, 00:25:30 UTC

dmitri be careful. I fucked up so much this week.
You can read my journal if you feel like finding out about it
but I hurt a lot of people

I've never felt so helpless. I just need to talk to a friend, a real friend,

not them.

burningpolaris June 17 2004, 00:47:19 UTC

btw Dmitri, sorry about the slight bitching before. I'm not going to use your LJ as a way to create drama, I hate drama, that's unfair and not very mature - sorry. Anyway how've you been? I haven't heard from you in awhile, what's up?

champagnelaugh June 21 2004, 21:28:26 UTC

no worries, she's a drama queen =p
too bad that's the only side of her you've seen though, but you really have to be a certain way to see the other one, and i can't blame you for not being like that.

burningpolaris June 21 2004, 23:10:49 UTC

Well, yea basically. She's just misguided. I just seriously don't get it, but she can believe whatever she wants to believe. I don't need excuses to justify anything, I never told Andy not to talk to her, but if she wants to believe that, it's really not my problem. And whatever else she said that was totally unjustified (like the skakespeare thing? she doesn't need to know why I wasn't in shakespeare.) Anyway, I ended this before and I don't care enough about it to have another 'conversation' regarding whatever she has to say. I know the truth, and she can believe it or not-I just don't want to hear anymore negative remarks regarding me when none of it is true.
I'm probably going downtown tomorrow so maybe I'll catch up with you again, we seem to run into e/o quite a bit down there :D