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[nicholas_baker]

I finally finished my research paper for History and handed in the rest of my homework. I'm finally a little ahead of the assignments rather than just being on time. It's my comfort zone to be a couple of assignments ahead. Amber's 4H club had to figure out a way to sponsor the Winter dance so she decided to hold a Winter Carnival and all clubs and

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[theresa_trejo]

*walks into Espreso Pump and grabs table while Nick gets coffee*

*smiles at him when he walks back to the table. takes sip of coffee*

Thank you. So hows all the winter carnival planning coming along?

[nicholas_baker]

*sighs*

I'm in too many extracurricular activities. To many booths and things to think up. How about you? Any of your groups come up with ideas yet?

*sips his coffee*

[theresa_trejo]

*smiles a little tries to look surprise*

You have to many extracurriculars? I never would have thought so.

*giggles a little*

The soccer teams no big on imagination. Kick some goals, win so cheesy prize. One of the girls mom order these stuffed animals and Mardi Gras beads from this bulk store.

[nicholas_baker]

*laughs*

That's right, Baby, mock me and my insane schedule. I wanted to have a dunking booth and put Snyder inside, but I doubt he would agree.

*takes a sip of his coffee*

How have things been with you? Everything alright?

[nicholas_baker]

Yeah, I feel bad for him too. I couldn't have handled it if you told me you were moving.

*shrugs*

The constant band practices? Wanting to spend so much time rehearsing? Baby, I love playing in the band, but I have other responsbilities and priorities.

[theresa_trejo]

*looks at him a little funny and smiles*

Yeah, I know. Figuring out that someone you love and are seriously close to is not going to be around everyday, kinda sucks.

*frowns*

Is he giving you a hard time cause you have other stuff to do? I guess he's probably just tryingto stay busy so he doesn't have to think about it and stuff.

[nicholas_baker]

He was all obsessed with it even before Jordan left. Basically, music is Jake's life, and I respect that. It's just, it's not the focus of my life. I'll be there for gigs and I'll rehearse when I can, but I'm not going to neglect spending time with you because of band stuff.

[theresa_trejo]

*takes a drink coffee*

Jake can't expect you to feel exactly the same way about the band that he does. But I mean you're still in the band and he should appreciate that, I would think. You haven't just up and quit, like my brother did.

*looks at him*

I don't want you to feel like you have to choose between me and the band or anything. I mean I understand that you have other stuff to do.

[nicholas_baker]

Wish granted.

*tilts his head, studying her*

Ask me your question.

[theresa_trejo]

*smiles brightly*

Cool, yay! I'll figure something out and we can plan a day to do that. I'm not like a super cook, but I've learned to cook a few things. I can make you an authentic mexican dinner. I don't know if you'd like that or not.

*plays nervously with her cup*

It's nothing really, I'm just kinda curious about something.

*bites lip*

Do you ever....I mean have you even thought about. We've been alone alot and we've not ever...alot of guys would have. Do you just not want to? Or is it me? Ugh. See, nevermind, I can't even form a complete sentence.

*looks up at him, embarassed smile*

Just um yeah. You should majorly ignore me at this point.

[nicholas_baker]

*blushes*

Yeah, of course I have. It's just...

*searches for the right words*

I love you. The last thing I want to do is rush you into doing something you may not be ready for. Hell, as much as I think about doing it, and trust me that's a lot, I'm not sure I'm ready for it either.

Big step and you saw how...well I mean how some of the people in school are once they go to that level.

I never want our relationship to be based on sex. It's always been special and I figure we'll do it when the time is right for both of us.

[theresa_trejo]

*blushes furiously. smiles*

I love you too, and I'm not sure I'm ready either. I wasn't um suggesting that we um go have sex right this second or anything. I was just curious whether or not the thought had crossed your mind. Cause I mean, I'm..it has crossed my mind maybe once or twice. It's just we sorta skirted around the subject but never really talked about it and I thought maybe I was just weird for having thought about it already when you hadn't. And Oh my God I'll shut up now.

*blushes*

You would think with me being around Anya the way she talks I would not be such an idiot talking about this.