I can't tell if Im really happy with what I got or if what I got is somethign that I don't want. It's summer!!!!! At times I wanna be single other times I just like having somebody to do all the lil gf bf things. I know Im a kunfuzing kid. Well not much going on..... Im alive..... Im partying... Im ummm well Im doing pretty good. It's Damn Hot out

So I guess life is going good. Im in Windham at least every week. Fun. I have the bestest bf I could ever ask for. He just likes me for me and thats what I like about him. No matter how gangstah he is lol. But I appreciate him more the fact that I confess my heart set on someone else too while being wid him. In these situation he would be bound to ( Read more... )

Ok so ummm I guess Im not single anymore. ahaha I haven't been single for about 2 hrs now lmao. He asked me out while I still smelled like waffle cones in my work clothes and my collar prepishley popped up. Lol. It twas a chilly warm (makes no sense) night. lol so poetic. Yea it was awkward but funny.First Akram was like ok u wanan hook up wid her ( Read more... )

A phrase I made up today ( Read more... )

So yesterday it rained and I was cleaning the tables just doin a lobby check and freaked out and screamed out RAIN!!!!!! Jenny came out and stood there with me and then it started to pour Naomi even chilled with us. Suddenly I had this urge to run across the street then we ended up crossin diagonally from the corner of Middle and exchange. It was ( Read more... )

haha You've opened it!!!! Good Luck! Tonight at midnight ( Read more... )

DAMN I MISS WINDHAM!!! Portland getting alot more homier but it still not the same. I miss Windham and it's Windham Way. THE MARRON WHITE AND BLUE!!! The undiveresness it had. So today was Old Port Festival WHERE WAS I!!??? AT COLDSTONE OF COURSE!!! TIPS SO MANY!!! I ran outtah songs. Yep lol I ran outtah songs. Ppl were gettin stressed I was ( Read more... )

The spring bling was today typicall no show to much crowd. Lol Owell I had fun. Nice seeing familiar faces. I just have to ask why do these Krazy boys gives me sings hints and tells me that they like me AFTER I LEAVE WINDHAM!!!!!!! Why didn't they tell me when I was there. WHY!!!!!! I guess it just happens. But gosh why now why not back then or ( Read more... )

So I dreamt that I had founf 6 really ugly lookin umbrellas.Yes and then I woke up to the loud beatign rain on my roof. The rain is just so loud now. It wakes me in my sleep. Thats how loud it is. Well Chandrea finally started school thats pretty good. I just found out teh semi is now casual.And I have a dress!!!!! Yea me and Bea got a lil ( Read more... )

Yea ok so I use to be able to get away with being loud and annoying and um just being me at the Old school. Now that Im here at this new School Im no longer the big kid I use to be. I mean yea I hang out with ppl but haven't got to that stage of myself I kinda feel like I have to impress people by being normal. Averagely Normal. HOW ABOUT NON ( Read more... )