I just updated but I already feel a need to update again. I don't know what to make of it but it's on my mind and so I must get it down so I can sleep peacefully
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I'm sure it tastes like chicken...everything tastes like chicken. Chancie, I want to cry when i read your livejournal cuz it reminds me of how much i miss you...and how much my life is missing without you...i was talking to emma the other day, and i told her that i seriously feel like i haven't grown at all since we've stopped our coffee talk routine. I know thats so not right, i shouldn't need others to help me grow, i only NEED God, but still. I was reading your entry about the gathering and thinking about what we talked about last on the phone and that is SOOOO what i want too...only that i haven't found it yet. Im going to the church i told you about this saturday, hoping and praying i'll find what im looking for. ugh, i just feel like i've regressed a little the past 2 months. grown in some ways, but definitely regressed in other ways...i feel a little lost and waaaaaay to random these days. oh well, keep on keeping on and pray for the best i guess. luv and miss you! ~Jen
true that....so after my last post to you chance, i was kinda ditched for the evening and decided to just sit there and read my bible (one i found in venice cuz mine is in lakeland) for a bit...i need it, i thirst for it. so i decided to read ecclesiates (cuz i knew that in my reading throught the bible, that was the next book)Turns out it's my new favorite book!!!!! It is sooooo how im thinking these days...only thing is, i don't know if thats good or bad that the book reflects my current attitude about life. If you get a chance, read it and tell me what you think...oh and ps i burst into tears momentarily when i read the verse about a cord of 3 strings is hard to break (the one you and emma put on my graduation coffee mug)geesh, im not even pmsing, whats wrong w/me tonight?!
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Chancie, I want to cry when i read your livejournal cuz it reminds me of how much i miss you...and how much my life is missing without you...i was talking to emma the other day, and i told her that i seriously feel like i haven't grown at all since we've stopped our coffee talk routine. I know thats so not right, i shouldn't need others to help me grow, i only NEED God, but still. I was reading your entry about the gathering and thinking about what we talked about last on the phone and that is SOOOO what i want too...only that i haven't found it yet. Im going to the church i told you about this saturday, hoping and praying i'll find what im looking for. ugh, i just feel like i've regressed a little the past 2 months. grown in some ways, but definitely regressed in other ways...i feel a little lost and waaaaaay to random these days. oh well, keep on keeping on and pray for the best i guess. luv and miss you! ~Jen
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