I'm sick... I've taken on far too much, gotten no sleep, cant hold down normal food anymore, and I cry too much. I hate my boyfriend situation, i hate my work situation, living situation and I've fucked over my school situation. I want to run.... I wonder... will my mother take me back ( Read more... )

~11:25~ Chandler: go to google ( Read more... )

Well, today was hard... I had some tough realizations about what life looks like from the point of view of someone who doesnt pack up and leave every six months... things get mundane- they get normal ( Read more... )

So its been a couple days but thats all well and good. I am so happy though that I finally got a day where I was able to sleep in past 8 pm. Ugh, its so nice. So sorry for everyone that must get up early and go to work ( Read more... )

I need to go out... I've been out alot in the past week but still not really out. I've wavered between mine, debbies and my boyfriends houses for the past week and it feels like I'm not really doing anything... I think I'm gonna go up to santa barbara soon or something... maybe see derrin and mayra. *shrug* Anyway, I'm painfully tired but I thought ( Read more... )

I'm missing some of my old friends... like my ppls from sb :) Mer and martin (not the tall one) should come down here and the other martin should call me!!!!!!!

Well, I have to say I'm happy to be checking livejournal less often than I was the reason for which shall remain unknown.

Roman, your icon is silly and I am NOT a gremlin...

Anyway, I have dishes to do and I'm kinda tired of livejournal so I'm outta here!!!

Love to those return it,
Me.

Tasting the modern consumer world grows tiring. Metallic, acidic, deteriorating feelings grow within my mind and shed themselves as bits of non conformist action on my part.

That was it. My rant for today :)

I came across some beautiful pictures today... this inspired me to take some beautiful pictures... They will be here later :D

I am of the belief that time should stop and go at my beckoning. Its my narcissistic side :D

And, yes, it is now... my birthday. *sigh* Anticlimatic wasnt it? Well... I've had better heh. BUT I have been released from the pain and contagiousness (sp?) of strep... so the world makes sense... once more heh.

Too bad I'm the only one at my house...