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Choose your friends wisely
Was recently reminded of when I was desperately seeking a full time job a few years ago, and my best friend at the time who’d just been promoted to a management/hiring position at their company refused to recommend me or invite me to apply.
Almost forgot how much that hurt.
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I’ve been thinking about killing myself every day for months now.
I feel so alone. -
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I feel like my thirties have been nothing if not filled with disappointment: In my friends especially, in my family, in my reality and religion; therefore my purpose or lack thereof ( Read more... ) -
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Epiphany
I regret this entire past decade.
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Also, Terry died. A couple months ago. Apparent liver failure due to alcohol overdose. He drank himself to death. -
I feel like a failure right now.
I've had this nagging feeling for a couple of weeks: I'm unsuccessful at prospering at XPO, I've proven unsuccessful at prospering at Apple, and while I'm failing at both I'm simultaneously unsuccessful at being any kind of musician. I'm also not a musician anymore. Unsuccessful at that too. -
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Drunk girl's dancing into the DJ.
Molly boy's petting a couch cushion.
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Fucking The Voice.
So, I'm incapable of sitting through an episode of The Voice (S09). I get jealous, then inspired, then 25 minutes later I'm distracted working on a setlist for the imaginary gig I might have ( Read more... ) -
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Oh boy, do I have a lot to write about...
I'll go into detail after work.