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[changeful]

B1A4 | cnu/gongchan, cnu/jinyoung, everyone/everyone | NC-17 | 2,200 w
warnings/notes: group sex, blindfolds

there are five of them but it's not really messy. and then it's just the two of them.

Comments

[sai12]

I love how this ended up with chan and cnu. And even though their new relationship was sex too they still had so much to explore.

Your way of writing smut is perfect really, just enough to get the mind started but not too much to make it seem mechanical. It isn't as if we don't all know how dongwoo got all gunky but that you glossed it over and made it more than just the actions. I dunno....argh words are so hard.

But as I said ♥ for jindeul mention ♥

[changeful]

ty u__u

you already know how much i pulled my hair over this so yeah, ty for liking it.

& just for you. i will try to work in more jindeul even if they still haven't gotten a full piece from me yet ♥

[xstarlesscity]

yo how did i never read this before??? what the heck

god this is satisfying

[changeful]

i am ninja? except not at all lol

i'm glad you liked it u__u

[fourcoldpaws]

(hi this is tuesday-me writing to future-you. fun fact, i saved this in a doc to read during my hiatus. when i was done i remembered that you had posted another snippet of this on tumblr and i was like “i need that in my life” but then remembered NOOOO, i have no internet!!! ig that will be my treat when i come back.)

other than that, wailssssssssss i don’t even know what to say

[changeful]

oh wow, i wasn't expecting this to have such an impact. i'm glad it read as very consensual and safe, that was the main thing i wanted to come across with the whole situation, more than making it sexy or even making sense >>

(i have absolutely no idea how jinyoung approached cnu. but i figured if any of them could convince cnu to join a secret weekly orgy it's jinyoung. or chan. but i had other plans for chan.)

i did think about having them have kind of a date or drinks or something but it didn't seem to fit. i thought if i did that it'd feel like they only fell into the sex because they were too uncomfortable dating. (& ultimately the interest was more sexual, not romantic in the scenario. though also personal? idk. honestly i'm not sure what i wrote)

noooo, thank you so much for always reading and for commenting and for listening to me ramble about things i'm writing even if they might not see the light of day ;; i really appreciate it and it makes writing so much more fun.

[nicetwomeetyou]

There's nothing more I can say except for "I FREAKING LOVE THIS"!!
Thanks so much for this just when I thought I have read all the shinwoo fics out there XD

[changeful]

aaah, thanks so much ;; i'm glad you enjoyed this.