Its been too long

Apr 02, 2005 17:49

Today Saturday the 2nd I decided I needed pick up where i left off. I was standing outside in the dreary shower smoking a cigarette and I suddenly realized what I had been doing to myself ( Read more... )

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changingdornim April 5 2005, 22:57:19 UTC
Of course. I've said it before and i'll say it again, we're all looking for something that never changes. The only thing that ever chnages is what we're looking for..

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thefallen29 April 3 2005, 06:01:01 UTC
This job I'm in has been absolutely wonderful for me. I've learned so much in it, so maybe you can benefit from some of the things I've picked up along the way ( ... )

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changingdornim April 5 2005, 23:03:57 UTC
Your right and i'm sorry, I suffered so many years at the hands of those that only wanted to silence me and remind me of how "no one" cared what I liked or felt or had to say that a piece of me went completely idle at first and then slowly iced over until it was completely numb. I feel as though I have taken some small steps towards the person I want to be and the person I want everyone to know that I am. Sadly there are many memories good and bad that I simply shut out and buried deep within the recesses of my subconscious and may never be recovered...

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