Comments | changingdornim: I apologize in advance but I need to vent...

changingdornim

I apologize in advance but I need to vent...

May 22, 2007 17:17

I just read the most recent posts on my friends list and it sounds like for most things are looking up at least a little which makes me feel like this post might bring people down whom I only wish to be happy. Again i'm sorry ( Read more... )

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blackthornpixie May 22 2007, 22:04:01 UTC

I know we haven't know each other long or well, but know that I understand. I know how it feels to be expected to do something you're told over and over is so simple, but you feel like it just isn't. Worse yet you feel like it could be something you want but you just don't seems to understand in your heart how to stop getting things wrong. I can't say don't worry, because I know you still will, but try to remember there are those not far away who will help you and comfort you.

changingdornim May 23 2007, 00:49:26 UTC

Thank you and please don't think that just because we don't know each other better that your comment isn't appreciated, because it is. I was fortunate enough tonight shortly after posting to recieve some support and a ride to take a look around at places close to home from Clay which was appreciated perhaps more than he realized. All is not bleak and I refuse to give up however it is if I fail and what may happen afterwards that has me so disturbed.

clayforall May 23 2007, 00:57:27 UTC

my good friend... I am pleased I was able to attempt to supply some help... I am also pleased to hear (and see tonight) that through adversity you still have plenty of fight left in you... good luck with your busy tomorrow.. and remember to bring the card that has the managers name on it... (I don't even remember the name now ;)~ )...
a friend that is more than glad to help whenever time permits...
good night good sir

pennhothwen May 23 2007, 01:57:00 UTC

*hug*

venting is what lj was made for. vent away.

if it makes you feel any better, i'll be home this weekend. if you're around the burrow come up to the fire i'll almost definitely be having. ^_^

changingdornim May 23 2007, 20:22:03 UTC

No matter what my near future brings I do know that being there this weekend in such good company is definetly something to look forward to. *hug* right back at ya.

manda_lalala May 23 2007, 02:49:01 UTC

good luck, Chris. You're a really great person, and I know you will make it through everything some how. I know we haven't gotten to know each other all that well, but we've spent enough time together for me to know that I think you're really cool, and a great guy. And I'm pretty much a snob, so that means a lot from me... or it should...

blackthornpixie May 23 2007, 03:07:28 UTC

And I'm pretty much a snob

Uh... maybe I missed something but I don't think so. You've never been a snob to me... that I know of... but I'm kind of oblivious too.

manda_lalala May 23 2007, 03:25:39 UTC

I'm not a typical snob in the fact that I dislike the people you think of snobs as disliking... but I don't like very many people... and I'm pretty judging, and my reasons for disliking people aren't always that sound... therefore I figure that makes me a snob... that's what a snob is isn't it? Someone who doesn't like many people and for very little reason?

You happen to be one of those that I don't dislike... and Chris too... hence my original comment... ask Rich, I'm a pretty snobby person

changingdornim May 23 2007, 20:27:19 UTC

Thank you for the luck, hopefully I won't need it though. I must agree with Pixie, you have been nothing but nice to me whenever we have spent some time together. I think your a great person too. Also sometimes when it comes to other people we just get a "feeling" about them even if perhaps they haven't said or done anything to us. Perhaps its that sixth sense some people are said to have..Thanks again, I look forward to spending more time with you and Rich in the near future.

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changingdornim May 23 2007, 20:33:16 UTC

Thanks for the hug and the comment. I know I still have some rough edges to smooth out and its a work in progress. Fear not I shall not give up no matter how grim things look and I will continue to battle these inner demons like my poor self image and lack of confidence. Your right I shouldn't compare myself to others and I know it, this post was created in a terrible state of mind which thankfully has dissolved. "I can see clearly now the rain is gone" : )