2011 ----orly?

[chanime]

I'm really not in the mood to write right now but I guess I should do this now because I have so much acad shit to cram hahahahaha yes, even though it's holiday huhu.

So I describe 2011 as...uhm. interesting? I changed a lot. (I bitch a lot more now, too hahahahahahaha you judge if i'm kidding or not haha) But I'm not enthusiastic as before. Uhm haha. okay.

But I hereby declare that this post will be shorter than the 2010 list. (I think so...lol.)

So uhm. here. (This might be in chronological order)

• -Rebonded my hair again after n years. And the result's excellent. O.M.G. Hahaha. 
• -Got a new phone (Myphone touch phone dual sim) and a new smart number. Yay haha.
• -Paolo shaved his mustache HAHAHA WHAT his beard and whoa what the fuck happened who the hell are you HAHA Nobody recognized him. He became so....*cliffhanger*
• -Realized that Bio101 was (and still is) pure hell. Ugh I don't even wanna remember that anymore haha 
• -Oh and swimming, too. Fuck swimming. Huhu. I was scared okay. I still am.
• -I cried because of swimming. And because of exams.
• -Enjoyed Chem 14. Srsly.
• -Bio 22 lab was so...relaxed. (while the other lab was suffering O.O)
• -AND OH. NSTP WAS SO TIRING---but so fulfilling. (And partly depressing, too because I lost my previous phone when we were on our way to Aklatan---but that was soooo last year HAHA.)
• -Did I ever tell you that Swimming, Bio101 lec and NSTP were on the same day: Wednesday? Haha. SO STRESSFUL.
• -I made our Bio22 lec class my nap time..............
• -Oh I cried because I thought I was going to be late for our Chem 14 lec class (because of the MRT delay =_=) and I haven't finished my problem set yet but luckily it turned out that Sir Yev was late too and my blockmates haven't finished answering their prob sets yet, too. HAHAHA
• -Attended Kriselle's debut. (whoa it was my first time at ATC HAHA. And uhm I was weirdly dressed that night) I was fetch by my parents and my tito using my sister's car. Buti nahanap nila ako lol. 
• -Gave my college friends a treat after the Chem14 lab exam (Feb 5). My birthday treat lolol. I had to celebrate on this day (even though my birthday's still on the 6th) because uhm. It's a Saturday. Uhm. We ate at Pizza Hut (Paolo and Sam were betting on where to eat but I guess---oh wait, who won again? HAHA) Sam surprised me by making the resto crew greet me lolol. Paolo and steph gave me a gift (Paolo: Ciel's ring; Steph: The Book Thief) Thanks guuyyysss :D After that we took a group picture....supposedly. The first 2 pictures. But then hahaha. I won't tell anymore. You are well aware of this picture, okay? :)) Or just visit Paolo's FB page then browse his profile pictures. There's a lot of 'em, 'kay? :))))))
• -But because of that Chemlab exam, I wasn't able to attend Xtelle's birthday party. :(
• -And strangely, I don't remember anything on my actual birthday. O_O
• -Oh wait, the top news thing. The picture. haha. kthxbye.
• -Valentine's day? My hell day. Why? I was the monitor for chem14lab back then I had no break at that time. IT WAS SO STRESSFUL BUT AFTER THAT---
• weateatmcdoandthenhetreatedmetoicecreamandgavemethatfreeheartballoonthatmcdowasgivingawaybutthenihadtoleaveitoutsidethelrtbecauseitwasnotallowed.
• HA.HA.
• -After Fliphop: I almost cried because Paolo got mad at me. ;____; Because I got home late + He wasn't able to sleep properly the night before + stress. Sorryyy. But then he told me he was just teasing me. =_= I punched him after. HAHAHAHAHA. And then I won't tell anymore what happened. Basta we made up. :)))))))))) 
• -Oh wait I forgot when was the DPSM Digipelikula. THAT. WAS. AWESOMESAUCE. I WANNA WATCH AGAAINNNN
• -I MADE MY FIRST TWITTER ACCOUNT. I though I was not gonna get hooked BUT WHAT AM I NOW
• -It's still private though...
• -I started to get home at night. Too much things to do. Naaahhh I just do to Rob and then eat HAHA
• -LOL WUT MARCH WHAT DID I DO
• -I don't remember when Toycon was but yeah I cosplayed there after our Bio101 and Chem14 make up classes. LOL My batchmates saw me in cosplay. I AM SO ASHAMED OF WHAT I DID
• -Someone followed me until UN Ave. station of LRT after the con. (I was alone because Paolo has to go home immediately). I still had my make-up and wig on. Uhm. Good thing that someone didn't do anything other than follow me. I was a bit scared. @_@
• -Had our NSTP party with the kids at Aklatan. :D I'm not very good with kids but I enjoyed reading stories and playing with them! Everything's worth it. 
• -Okay, Ozine fest. I came as uhm. Kaoru Nagumo (school ver.). Paolo came, too...and accompanied us.
• -And it was a bit awkward for me. IDK hahahaha.
• -Summer classes started. And the sem that went home everyday alone. ;u;
• -Subjects for the sem: Chem 31 (Orgchem) and Soc Sci I.
• -I thought Orgchem would love me but it didn't.
• -I had a hard time dealing with that subject. And I had to attend other orgchem classes to catch up. TT_TT I thought I was going to be a finalist but yay. I was exempted.
• -Oh. That horrible day...I accidentally broke a separatory funnel on our lab. Haha and I must replace it. It's worth 4,900. //allmycreys
• -But my friends...WAH THANK YOU SO MUCH. My highschool friends + Paolo (I was shocked when I knew that he was a part of it because he never knew my hs friends and I told him about their 'secret' group for me.) created a secret fb group so that they could help me pay for the lab equipment. T____________T They told me that Soly would pay for all of the expenses because he just got his paycheck from the theater but I was persistent on paying him back. But in the end, I found out the truth about his 'paycheck'; about the group (because of a teeny weeny mistake made by fb and they told me about it eventually lol) and then bought that said equipment. THANK YOU SO MUCH. AND OH I'M STILL KEEPING THE LETTER. SORRY FOR WASTING YOUR MONEY ON ME ;u; 
• -And oh, the depression brought about by the broken separatory funnel brought me to failures. test failures. My concentration was all ugh. Ganun kasi ako eh. T______T But oh well at least it's all settled na.
• -Attended Miles' debut.
• -Then went to Las Pinas immediately after the debut to attend Sam's birthday party. AND WHAT HAPPENED
• -That was the first time I took care of a drunk person. I thought that day would never come.
• -I would not elaborate anymore because it's kinda haha embarrassing for me to tell. But hey, you. I'm not embarrassed that I took care of you. Hindi mo naman ako pinahiya haha. And I'm not even joking. I was just taking care of you. 
• -First pre-enlistment. AND FIRST HORRIBLE ENROLMENT. GAWD. I CAN'T EVEN---
• -Petitioned for a subject. Haha I spammed through walls and--- lol kidding. It was hard getting the signatures and everything. We had to 'tambay' in front of DB and wait for the whole day----for days. 
• -We just got enrolled on the first day of classes. We missed our first Bio102 lab meeting. "Okay at least we have our form 5" ;u;
• -Start of our sophomore year, 1st sem. God we aren't freshies anymore (halata naman sa enrollment haha)
• -Subjects for the sem: Chem 18, Math100, Bio102, Psych10, HumI.
• -I thought I was gonna hate Bio102. (because of the cat dissection) But I guess it was my saving grace for the sem.
• -I thought I was gonna ace Chem 18 because it was my strongest subject my I was wrong. I'll elaborate later.
• -I thought---okay. I'm right with this one. Math100's hard. But the thing is, I didn't forsaw the removals thing. haha. Never thought I was gonna take the removals for this one----TWICE.
• -Hum I was okay. The play was...HAHAHA. GOOD JOB GUYS. GOOD JOB MANAGER. HAHAHA.
• -Psych10. WAS A BOMB HAHAHA LOLJK. The most tedious thing that we did was the video project. We had to stay at Paolo's house overnight just to finish it. Oh wait, we finished it just before our Psych class. And the most embarrassing thing was the presentation about our lovelives. I DO NOT HAVE THAT OBVIOUSLY HAHAHA...who am i kidding
• -Attended Jam's debut.
• -OH BIOGYUGAN'S SO HAHAHA. But good job again guys. I love my batch.
• -BIOMME? We had to stay at Paolo's house at 2 separate days so that we could finish painting. But remembering the contest proper was a pain and it convinced me that I should quit this. Haha sorry.
• -And oh that was the first time I stayed over a guy's house.
• -I tried to study hard. I tried my best, okay? :))
• -I had fun in our Bio102 lab. Seriously.
• -I had to take the Chem finals for the first time of my life.
• -And I got exempted in a Bio subject for the first time. I AM SO HAPPY.
• -But then the consequences are the Chem and Math removals haha. :((
• -I passed the Math removals after taking it the 2nd time. (Paolo passed after taking the removals once. GOOD FOR YOU DUDE!)
• - I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA FAIL CHEM LAB BECAUSE OMG. BUT I DIDN'T THANK GOD.
• -But...Chem18....
• -PAOLO'S BIRTHDAY. I exerted so much effort on his gift haha. UHM. I planned it a month before. By planning, I meant typing my message. :)) Then crammed it the day before HAHAHAHAHA LOLJK. I asked Kass for help because I can't really get his block's messages secretly because we're always together HAHA. I was happy that he uhm liked the gift :)) EFFORT MEHN HAHA. But I just wanted to give him something that would make him special. :) Success :))
• -Flicker went out. :)) WHY DON'T I REMEMBER THIS DAY UHM I JUST REMEMBER THE JOLLIBEE MEETING UH SORRY OMG
• -Attended Karla's debut. Whoaaa guys who got drunk. The first time I got permission to go overnight outside Manila (Laguna.). Whoaaaa
• -Attended Kass' debut. Okay. hehe. pichurs
• -I had no sembreak. I was busy 'preparing' for the Chem removal exam. =_=
• -OH WAIT Did I say that CRS was very good to all of us because almost all of us got our preferred sched?
• -We had a very smooth enrollment. Whoa improving :))
• -Subjects for the sem: Bio116, Bio180, Physics 51, Physics 51.1, Chem 40, Chem 40.1, Histo 3.
• -Then we took the Chem removals. We waited for days for the result.
• -The result were...okay. For the half of us. I didn't make it. When I got my results, I cried immediately after I went outside DPSM to check my grade. I cried and cried and cried...
• -Cyndi and Paolo kept on comforting me. It took me uhm a lot of time to recover. I really cried hard. I wasn't able to accept it. Well I told them that. But I have to. I just can't keep myself from crying. I kept on saying, "I failed my parents' expectations."
• -After that, Cyndi treated us to pizza hihi. Thanksssss
• -And then I told Mama over the phone...then I cried again after because she understood. Thanks huhu
• -BUT I WAS NOT PLANNING TO TELL MY DAD. EVERRRR
• -Of course I was still depressed even after that. When Paolo and I were at the train, I rested my head on his shoulder for the rest of the trip. He comforted me back. Still. I don't know how to describe this but, he was comforting me in silence. I kept myself from crying again. I just closed my eyes for a bit until he got off the station. Thank you very much.
• -And I subconsciouly kept changing after that. Someone told me that I was being distant. Then it struck me...yeah. I was being hard on myself (well until now.) 
• But looking at the bright side, Chem18's a terminal subject. I will not be delayed. I can take it by 3rd year summer. But I will miss my chance on Field Bio. Oh well.
• -I can't believe that I was gonna get an almost perfect score on a Bio exam. Thank you, Bio180.
• -And I think I performed well in both lec and lab exams of Bio116. I REVIEWED OKAY. OMGGGG
• -And strangely, I did not have an all-nighter for my major exams. BUT I DID NOT SLEEP TO DO MY HISTO 3 PAPER HAHAHAHA. OKAY.
• -Paolo finally took his removal exam in Bio101.
• -The results were...not that we have hoped for. ;u; 
• -He treated us to pizza after the heartbreaking announcement and just ate it all away.
• -I was not able to comfort him (comfort=hug) because...of people. =_= But I did give him some words. AND SUGGESTIONS TO KEEP HIM FROM BEING DELAYED. I just hope that his adviser would accept this proposal.
• -I realized how useless I am. TT___TT
• -UNO CHRISTMAS PARTY. I LOVE YOU GUYS. I got a dozen of Krispy Kreme doughnuts as a gift. Thaaannkkssss (I borrowed a yellow shirt from Paolo haha because I do not have a yellow shirt. HAHA.) PICHI-PICHI PARTEEHH
• -FLICKER CHRISTMAS OUTING. HOLY SHET KUMPLETO TAYO. FLICKER LOOOOVVEEEE. Yakimix+Lazertag (thank you Gabbiiiii~~~)+Overnight heehee. I really had so much fun. Nerf wars, ayt? :))))))))
• -Angel and I met for the first time since...idk when HAHA. AND WE HAD OUR FIRST PICTURE TOGETHER SINCE ELEM. OKAY AND NOT A SINGLE FUCK WAS GIVEN HAHA We had an interesting talk. REALLY.
• -This is a way better Christmas than last year's.

Okay I do not remember anything anymore HAHAHA I didn't even bother to edit the grammatical errors. Sorry lol.

2011, full of hardships, full of....idk happiness? :)) I can't really say that I enjoyed this year but I can definitely say that I learned a lot of things this year. Well there's still a few days left before 2012 , so maybe, just maybe, something unexpected would happen.

And to you, my dear reader, I hope you're fighting well. Be a survivor.

And I don't know what to write anymore. I might edit this later on.

AND OH. THIS POST IS LONGER THAT LAST YEAR'S. OKAY. I AM WRONG. HAHAHA.