so I'll cross my heart and hope to die
before I have a chance to lie
to you my dear

oh I wish no harm
I know the end will turn out wrong
see I've been known to fall in love
but sometimes love just is not enough

my heart will stray before too long
so please listen when I sing this song
I sing this song

you know what's kind of disappointing? I don't relate to ( Read more... )

so. spring break.
sat march 17th - mon march 26th. california.
I'm kind of excited for the routine.
eat. tan. work out. shop. sleep. repeat.
plus, now that we actually have our own place, I will not be sleeping on an air mattess in the middle of the living room.
now, I will be sleeping on a real bed (aka pull-out couch) in the living room with a tv. ( Read more... )

I would honestly love to crawl into bed and stay there for about 3 days.
providing, of course, I was given coffee, chocolate and back massages hourly.
I am now on the skin regimen of antibiotic and cream, perhaps it will actually do something.
ultimate. tests. vmun meeting. too much to do.
I also need a job.
blargh.
spring break is looming, but as always ( Read more... )

kay, who yelled at me today?
as I was throwing around a frisbee in the rain.

I can't sleep without your breathing
and I can't breathe each time you're leaving.

there's something special about bonds between friends.
there's something special about live music.
there's something special about messy bedrooms.
there's something special about perfect moments.

it's like I'm slipping into this state of absolute comfort with life. it's a ( Read more... )

osh- Team America says:

damn that's be lame

Josh- Team America says:

just sitting in the dark

chantal; says:

yeah

Josh- Team America says:

i bet thats what you do

Josh- Team America says:

you look like the brooding type

chantal; says:

not really

chantal; says:

I do occasionally

chantal; says:

and yes I do brood

Josh- Team America says:

i think we need to get you a ( Read more... )

I have HAD IT with that shithole of a school.
I'm trying to see if there's a way I can transfer to Churchill and take IB courses next year.
dunno if it's possible, but I hope so, because if not I am stuck where I am.

on the bright side, 5 day weekend!

so I guess this is what happens when you spend sunday at home.
you get anxious, cranky and lonely.
but wow. donnie darko threw me for a loop.
what an intense movie. I need to watch it again sometime in the very near future, just so it all sinks in and I catch all the things I'm sure I missed this time around.
and man what a weekend. it just kept ( Read more... )

chantal: why do people think I'm so...bad? (in this case, 'bad' refers to sexual deviancy ( Read more... )

oh I do believe in all the things you say.
what comes is better than what came before.
and you'd better come come, come come to me.
better come, come come, come come to me.
better run, run run, run run to me.
better come.

there are so many things going on right now. everyone's tired and stressed and worn so thin, myself included. that's probably why I ( Read more... )