damn i have polish tomorrow at 8 and im not tired yet. today was pretty laid back. the only time i went out was to go food shopping. mm fooood. im slowly withering away, my eating schedule is totally fucked up. its ok i have a lot of fat i can live off of bwahahahaa. but today cibi made some indian food and it was goooooooood. its funny, i feel ( Read more... )

woooo...ok so its saturday and i dont think ive ever been this lazy. so lazy i almost dont want to go to the party tonight. but i will haha, cant pass up brown people parties.

this past week was quite alright. classes werent that bad. everything is really easy so far but im sure that will change really soon. ive been bar hopping and clubbing ( Read more... )

"Fuck this hurts!!"

"I know, but thats life; if nothing else, thats life. Its real. Sometimes it fuckin hurts, but to be honest, its sort of all we have."

"One day you'll come to me and ask me whats more important: You or my life. I'll say my life and you'll walk away never knowing that you are my life."

motherfucker.

oh my god i can actually breathe again....amazing.

today was my first day of classes. woo! goddamn polish teachers and their accents. calc and physics is gonna be even more difficult just because our professors dont explain shit. hopefully i will get used to it pretty soon. our polish teacher is rockin. i know that class is gonna be really ( Read more... )

so ive been here for a week and i just got hit with an insane case of homesickness. god this sucks. im too fucking far away. i mean seriously...poland? what tha fuck. ok, get over it chan. i fuckin miss santa cruz almost as much as i miss my parents. what tha hell...classes havent even started yet and im already bitchin. i think its because im sick ( Read more... )

so here i am...in poland. sick as helllll. this is exactly what i wanted. indeed it was.

poland is aight. dont like how its always cold and dreary here. no sunshine at all. but what can ya do. just gotta deal.

blah. stop it chan. i know you wanna go home, but if you wanna fulfill your dreams then you must make sacrifices. its part of life.

i ( Read more... )

bahhhh im in poland! cuhrazy. honestly, it feels like im still in the US or something. doesnt really feel like im living in muthafuckin europe. well the internet isnt hooked up in my room yet so im using my roommates comp. well, lemme just say it isnt as shitty as i had expected. actually, im having a great time. i met some great people and i have ( Read more... )

today is my last daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyy oooooooooooohhhhhhhhh mmmmmmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyyy ggggggggggggoooooooooooodddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd...

...ok im done. im actually excited now! woohoo! im goin to fuckin europe. beat that bitch. haha just kidding. no really...beat it. im gonna have NO LIFE. i shall be in my room ALL THE TIME. ( Read more... )

oi oi oi!!!

tomorrow is my last day in the states. it still hasent hit me. i feel like im packing for nothing. it doesnt feel like im leaving at alllllllllll, which is why im procrastinating like a bitch. i hate money. i wish i was rich as fuck so i wouldnt have to freak the hell out about my family going broke because theyre paying out of their ( Read more... )

havent updated in so long. well, im leaving for poland in 2 days. it definitely does not feel like im leaving, or else i would be freaking out right about now. oi...life is crazy.

i went to santa cruz pretty recently and saw some old friends. met up with chris. im in love with that bastard, those were the best 2 days i have ever spent with anyone ( Read more... )