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Back behind the scenes...
All of the terrible joys of these past many years, and I know there's no end in sight. So long as I'm me--which I assure you wholeheartedly, having tried everything else, I'm incapable of refraining from--there will continue the madness. Joyous madness. Glorious madness ( Read more... ) -
Constitution of a miracle.
I may have said it, once, without thinking quickly enough to stop myself. Mom always did used to berate me, as a child, for speaking without thinking. So much of what goes through my mind just isn't acceptable for disclosure. Not usually offensive (at least never intentionally so, although I phrase things terribly sometimes), but far too off-the- ( Read more... ) -
Self-Restraint.
It had occurred to me, last week, that at least one point in my being with this wonderful fellow is to develop self-discipline. To learn self-restraint ( Read more... ) -
In consideration of The Possibility--perhaps, at last?
Moving right along, then, apparently. I'd come to the conclusion a month ago, or a couple weeks, that the reason for this particular manifestation was multi-faceted, but largely only in having produced a number of realizations about self and world which were riveting and revolutionary (to me) and in quite inarguably evidencing that possibility does ( Read more... ) -
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Yeah, it's fine. I think I'm finally coming back round to where I truly need to be. I'm so contented, of it ( Read more... ) -
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So much, again. Of the last ( post.. ) -
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Somewhere along the way here, I know he's been mentioned. I'm still not at a point where I can really bear remembering. The details are always too painful ( Read more... ) -
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*sigh* Another age ( passed... ) -
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So...I totally lost it, last night ( Read more... )