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[chantrea]

Where did my confidence go? I used to be independent and sexy and smart. Now I just feel like someone starved for attention always seeking approval. When did I stop doing things for myself? Why? I feel like such a tool and a doormat.

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[secretlifeof_em]

:(

[chantrea]

downersville, right? ugh.

[poiyt]

I feel exactly the same way. I used to have such confidence, I used to be strong and independent...now I too am seeking approval from everyone. What happened to us?

[chantrea]

I don't know but I DON'T LIKE IT. I've spent all day feeling sad and sorry for myself when I know I should get off my butt and DO somthing about it...but for the sweet baby jebuddah's sake, WHAT?! Every time I think of something to do I feel like I end up asking permission to do it first and spend some time crushed and teeny tiny whenever i get ANY negative feedback, even if it was offered constructively. I feel useless and helpless and stupid.

*hugs*

[poiyt]

you speak how I feel. I cant think of anything I want to do, like ever. People try to be helpful and suggest things, but I always end up shooting down their ideas. I like when I have stuff to do that I have to do because it keeps my distracted from the fact that there is nothing for me, to fill my personal cup.