Actions Speak Louder Than Words
Title: Actions Speak Louder Than Words
Fandom: BToB/Infinite
Pairing: Ilhoon/Sunggyu
Rating: NC17
Originally posted here for infinitememe
Ilhoon couldn't control the little thrill that ran through him when he found out he was going to be filming Weekly Idol with Infinite's leader, Infinite's Sunggyu, the Kim Sunggyu, the sunbae he'd had a bit of a thing for for he wasn't even sure how long at this point. He'd brought his solo album as soon as it was released, listening to the songs late into the night, falling asleep with Sunggyu's voice drifting through his ears.
(and maybe sometimes in the dead dead dead of night he'd find himself with a slight situation and he'd slip off to the bathroom, the breathiness in Sunggyu's voice as he reached the end of a high note twisting through his mind on repeat, over and over and over until he came biting his lip to hide any sounds that might slip out)
He tried to act cool when he finally met him, tried not to give any indication that he was acting like one of the fans at their concerts on the inside, and he momentarily wondered what he'd write on the namesign, neon letters glowing against a black background. Would he be neutral, with a simple 'Sunggyu' or would he be a bit braver, maybe add in a 'saranghae'- or would he find it within himself to be bold and audacious, and write something filthy, filthy enough that Sunggyu would have to notice, would have to pay him at least the slightest bit of attention-
He became aware of the amused smirk growing on his face and shook his head slightly, stuttering out a greeting as he bowed low, chancing a glance up to see the crown of Sunggyu's head, glowing red in the artificial lights.
Throughout the recording, Ilhoon couldn't help the little touches, couldn't help but trail his fingers over Sunggyu's hand or shoulder under the pretense of apology or handing over a bottle of water, and when he said Sunggyu was cute he meant it in so much more than 'cute enough to do gwiyomi player', so so so much more, and besides, Sunggyu wasn't that kind of cute, he was more the kind of cute that translated to 'hot', the kind of cute Ilhoon wanted to ravish him, and he pinched his leg before that train of thought could continue; they were being filmed for crying out loud, him getting hard would not be easy to explain away.
'Sunggyu hyung- uh, sunbae,' Ilhoon called after recording was over, after he'd had to suffer through he didn't even know how long of trying to seem mature but laughing uncontrollably at every joke Sunggyu made like a love-struck schoolgirl, Sunggyu's lips twisting in gratified amusement and his eyes squinting in bemusement.
'Hmm? Ah, Ilhoon-ah, hyung's fine,' Sunggyu laughed and Ilhoon grinned in a mirror of the bright smile Sunggyu wore, his eyes crinkling into crescents and Ilhoon urged himself to be calm and composed.
'Hyung, I just wanted to say, um, I really like y-Infinite. And your solo album, I really liked it, I wanted to stay when you were singing 60 Seconds back then, but y'know,' Ilhoon's lips quirked upwards and he gave a light shrug, 'Variety.'
Sunggyu snorted and gave a wry smile. 'Yeah, variety. You'd know, wouldn't you?'
Ilhoon scratched the back of his neck sheepishly (ohmygod did I go too far what if he hates me). 'Sorry about all that.' I just wanted your attention. I just wanted you to look at me.
'So you've listened to my solo album?' Sunggyu asked, gesturing for Ilhoon to follow him to the green room to get their stuff.
Ilhoon nodded quickly, a warm glow diffusing through his skin at the small, happy smile that spread over Sunggyu's face.
'Which was your favourite song?' Sunggyu asked, feigning casualness.
'Shine,' Ilhoon answered immediately. It's the 'oh' in the chorus that does it for me, that needy 'oh' that melts my insides.
Sunggyu gave a quiet laugh and nodded. 'Nell's song. It's a good song.'
'Because of you,' Ilhoon said, and Sunggyu looked at him in mild surprise.
'Thanks,' he laughed and picked up his stuff, the green room empty save for their belongings, everyone else obviously having left already. Sunggyu gave a light bow, a relaxed smile on his face. 'Good to meet you, Ilhoon-ah. I wish you and BToB all the best for the future. Maybe we'll get to perform together one day.'
Ilhoon felt a mild zing of panic race through him as Sunggyu turned to leave, he couldn't just let him leave, he'd been dreaming of this day for weeks now, it can't be over already.
'Wait, hyung,' Ilhoon blurted and Sunggyu paused at the door.
'Did I leave something?' he asked and Ilhoon spared a shake of his head.
'When I said I was a fan, I really meant it, hyung, I'm a huge fan, I visit your fansites all the time, I just wanted to let you know that it was such an honour to meet you today.' The words tumbled out and Ilhoon idly wondered if there was a way he could take them back as Sunggyu's eyes widened in surprise.
'Oh. Uh. Wow, uh, thank you?' Sunggyu said, clearly bewildered. There was a brief silence before Sunggyu let the door slip out from his fingers and close, the edges of his lips pulling up the slightest bit. 'You go to my fansites?'
Ilhoon was sure he was blushing; he had to be with the heat emanating from his cheeks. 'I might have them bookmarked,' he muttered ruefully.
Sunggyu laughed, his head thrown back, mouth widewidewide and eyes disappearing, and Ilhoon felt a warmth flush his entire body, emboldening him to move closer to Sunggyu- just a bit, closing the distance from five steps to two before Sunggyu grinned at him.
'I have to admit, I'm flattered,' Sunggyu told him, eyes crinkling warmly, not seeming to notice the sudden lack of distance between them, and Ilhoon felt a rush of brazenness in him.
'Hyung, could I-' he started, taking another step forward, his hand floating towards Sunggyu's belt.
'Yes?' Sunggyu prompted, looking at Ilhoon expectantly. To hell with asking, Ilhoon decided and dropped to his knees.
'Ilhoon-ah, what are you doing?' Sunggyu's voice was slightly panicked and Ilhoon chanced a glance up to see wide eyes and raised eyebrows. He was feeling strangely calm, now that he knew exactly what he was going to do (he is going to remember me, I'll make damn sure of that).
'I want to show hyung exactly how big of a fan I am,' Ilhoon said with as much innocence as he could muster with his fingers dancing up Sunggyu's thighs.
Sunggyu said nothing as he continued to stare down at him, but he didn't push Ilhoon away either, and Ilhoon grew bolder, smoothing both his hands along Sunggyu's thighs, brushing the front of his crotch lightly, his eyes darting back up to Sunggyu's face at the quiet hitch in the man's breathing.
A smirk grew on Ilhoon's face and his fingers rested lightly on Sungyu's belt buckle, Ilhoon glancing up again to see Sunggyu's eye's fixed on him, no sign of disgust.
Sunggyu's belt was quickly undone and clothes moved out of the way and Ilhoon was delighted to see that the redhead was not completely soft. The things Sunggyu was holding landed on the floor and a strangled sound emerged from his throat and Ilhoon took him in his hand, blowing lightly.
Ilhoon's tongue darted out and he leaned forward, licking a trail up the side of Sunggyu's rapidly stiffening member, his free hand settled comfortably on Sunggyu's thigh.
Ilhoon took a deep breath and glanced up again, only to find Sunggyu was no longer looking at him, his head back against the door and his eyes squeezed shut, and Ilhoon took a moment to admire the bobbing of his Adam's apple before he went for it.
Sunggyu's short exhalations sent shivers down Ilhoon's spine, little breaths so reminiscent of those in his singing, small sounds escaping his lips sending heat rushing to Ilhoon's groin, and he pulled back slightly, tongue dabbing at the tip as he fumbled with his own belt, slipping his hand into his underwear.
He grasped himself as he felt Sunggyu's hands find purchase in his hair, and he knew the careful styling, all the hairspray and gel was gonna be mussed up, but he couldn't care less as he relaxed his throat as best he could and took him deeper.
A gasp worked it's way from Sunggyu's throat followed by a quiet breathy moan, and Ilhoon couldn't help but let out a small groan, making Sunggyu grip tighten in his hair. Ilhoon's hand moved faster as he let Sunggyu fuck his throat (he doesn't mind, he's not a vocalist, and even if he was it wouldn't matter because this is Sunggyu), small whines and deeper groans filling the silence of the room.
He can feel the heat coiling in his belly, when there's a knock on the door Sunggyu's holding closed with his back- it's a manager, asking where they are- and Ilhoon flicks his gaze upwards when he felt hands leave his hair to see Sunggyu shooting him a panicked glance.
If Ilhoon could have smirked right then, he would have, and he ploughed on, glancing up to see Sunggyu biting on his fist.
It didn't take long before he could hear footsteps walking away and then Sunggyu let out a a low, breathy moan and came, and that combined with the thought that he'd just done this to the man was enough for him to find his release as well, Sunggyu's softening member slipping from his mouth with a garbled moan.
Ilhoon grimaced at the mess on his hand, his tongue darting out to the corner of his mouth before he looked up, seeing Sunggyu looking sheepishly at him.
'Sorry,' he mumbled, 'I probably should have said something.'
Ilhoon shook his head, his lips turning up. 'It was my pleasure,' he said, his voice just a little rougher than normal, wiping his hand on the carpeted floor.
Sunggyu gave a small laugh as he straightened his clothes, causing Ilhoon's smile to grow wider.
'I. Have to go. Um. Nice meeting you,' Sunggyu offered, an awkward air around him as he picked up his stuff and opened the door.
'Hyung,' Ilhoon said suddenly, and Sunggyu turned back once again. Ilhoon smiled at him. 'I hope I see you again soon.'
Sunggyu laughed, amusement in his eyes as he looked at Ilhoon. 'Yeah,' he replied, chuckling again before giving a slight wave and leaving.
Ilhoon watched him go until the door swung shut, bringing his fingers up to run over his lips.
His pants were uncomfortably wet, but he could still taste Sunggyu, could still feel the weight of him on his tongue, and he went to sleep giddy that night.
Fandom: BToB/Infinite
Pairing: Ilhoon/Sunggyu
Rating: NC17
Originally posted here for infinitememe
Ilhoon couldn't control the little thrill that ran through him when he found out he was going to be filming Weekly Idol with Infinite's leader, Infinite's Sunggyu, the Kim Sunggyu, the sunbae he'd had a bit of a thing for for he wasn't even sure how long at this point. He'd brought his solo album as soon as it was released, listening to the songs late into the night, falling asleep with Sunggyu's voice drifting through his ears.
(and maybe sometimes in the dead dead dead of night he'd find himself with a slight situation and he'd slip off to the bathroom, the breathiness in Sunggyu's voice as he reached the end of a high note twisting through his mind on repeat, over and over and over until he came biting his lip to hide any sounds that might slip out)
He tried to act cool when he finally met him, tried not to give any indication that he was acting like one of the fans at their concerts on the inside, and he momentarily wondered what he'd write on the namesign, neon letters glowing against a black background. Would he be neutral, with a simple 'Sunggyu' or would he be a bit braver, maybe add in a 'saranghae'- or would he find it within himself to be bold and audacious, and write something filthy, filthy enough that Sunggyu would have to notice, would have to pay him at least the slightest bit of attention-
He became aware of the amused smirk growing on his face and shook his head slightly, stuttering out a greeting as he bowed low, chancing a glance up to see the crown of Sunggyu's head, glowing red in the artificial lights.
Throughout the recording, Ilhoon couldn't help the little touches, couldn't help but trail his fingers over Sunggyu's hand or shoulder under the pretense of apology or handing over a bottle of water, and when he said Sunggyu was cute he meant it in so much more than 'cute enough to do gwiyomi player', so so so much more, and besides, Sunggyu wasn't that kind of cute, he was more the kind of cute that translated to 'hot', the kind of cute Ilhoon wanted to ravish him, and he pinched his leg before that train of thought could continue; they were being filmed for crying out loud, him getting hard would not be easy to explain away.
'Sunggyu hyung- uh, sunbae,' Ilhoon called after recording was over, after he'd had to suffer through he didn't even know how long of trying to seem mature but laughing uncontrollably at every joke Sunggyu made like a love-struck schoolgirl, Sunggyu's lips twisting in gratified amusement and his eyes squinting in bemusement.
'Hmm? Ah, Ilhoon-ah, hyung's fine,' Sunggyu laughed and Ilhoon grinned in a mirror of the bright smile Sunggyu wore, his eyes crinkling into crescents and Ilhoon urged himself to be calm and composed.
'Hyung, I just wanted to say, um, I really like y-Infinite. And your solo album, I really liked it, I wanted to stay when you were singing 60 Seconds back then, but y'know,' Ilhoon's lips quirked upwards and he gave a light shrug, 'Variety.'
Sunggyu snorted and gave a wry smile. 'Yeah, variety. You'd know, wouldn't you?'
Ilhoon scratched the back of his neck sheepishly (ohmygod did I go too far what if he hates me). 'Sorry about all that.' I just wanted your attention. I just wanted you to look at me.
'So you've listened to my solo album?' Sunggyu asked, gesturing for Ilhoon to follow him to the green room to get their stuff.
Ilhoon nodded quickly, a warm glow diffusing through his skin at the small, happy smile that spread over Sunggyu's face.
'Which was your favourite song?' Sunggyu asked, feigning casualness.
'Shine,' Ilhoon answered immediately. It's the 'oh' in the chorus that does it for me, that needy 'oh' that melts my insides.
Sunggyu gave a quiet laugh and nodded. 'Nell's song. It's a good song.'
'Because of you,' Ilhoon said, and Sunggyu looked at him in mild surprise.
'Thanks,' he laughed and picked up his stuff, the green room empty save for their belongings, everyone else obviously having left already. Sunggyu gave a light bow, a relaxed smile on his face. 'Good to meet you, Ilhoon-ah. I wish you and BToB all the best for the future. Maybe we'll get to perform together one day.'
Ilhoon felt a mild zing of panic race through him as Sunggyu turned to leave, he couldn't just let him leave, he'd been dreaming of this day for weeks now, it can't be over already.
'Wait, hyung,' Ilhoon blurted and Sunggyu paused at the door.
'Did I leave something?' he asked and Ilhoon spared a shake of his head.
'When I said I was a fan, I really meant it, hyung, I'm a huge fan, I visit your fansites all the time, I just wanted to let you know that it was such an honour to meet you today.' The words tumbled out and Ilhoon idly wondered if there was a way he could take them back as Sunggyu's eyes widened in surprise.
'Oh. Uh. Wow, uh, thank you?' Sunggyu said, clearly bewildered. There was a brief silence before Sunggyu let the door slip out from his fingers and close, the edges of his lips pulling up the slightest bit. 'You go to my fansites?'
Ilhoon was sure he was blushing; he had to be with the heat emanating from his cheeks. 'I might have them bookmarked,' he muttered ruefully.
Sunggyu laughed, his head thrown back, mouth widewidewide and eyes disappearing, and Ilhoon felt a warmth flush his entire body, emboldening him to move closer to Sunggyu- just a bit, closing the distance from five steps to two before Sunggyu grinned at him.
'I have to admit, I'm flattered,' Sunggyu told him, eyes crinkling warmly, not seeming to notice the sudden lack of distance between them, and Ilhoon felt a rush of brazenness in him.
'Hyung, could I-' he started, taking another step forward, his hand floating towards Sunggyu's belt.
'Yes?' Sunggyu prompted, looking at Ilhoon expectantly. To hell with asking, Ilhoon decided and dropped to his knees.
'Ilhoon-ah, what are you doing?' Sunggyu's voice was slightly panicked and Ilhoon chanced a glance up to see wide eyes and raised eyebrows. He was feeling strangely calm, now that he knew exactly what he was going to do (he is going to remember me, I'll make damn sure of that).
'I want to show hyung exactly how big of a fan I am,' Ilhoon said with as much innocence as he could muster with his fingers dancing up Sunggyu's thighs.
Sunggyu said nothing as he continued to stare down at him, but he didn't push Ilhoon away either, and Ilhoon grew bolder, smoothing both his hands along Sunggyu's thighs, brushing the front of his crotch lightly, his eyes darting back up to Sunggyu's face at the quiet hitch in the man's breathing.
A smirk grew on Ilhoon's face and his fingers rested lightly on Sungyu's belt buckle, Ilhoon glancing up again to see Sunggyu's eye's fixed on him, no sign of disgust.
Sunggyu's belt was quickly undone and clothes moved out of the way and Ilhoon was delighted to see that the redhead was not completely soft. The things Sunggyu was holding landed on the floor and a strangled sound emerged from his throat and Ilhoon took him in his hand, blowing lightly.
Ilhoon's tongue darted out and he leaned forward, licking a trail up the side of Sunggyu's rapidly stiffening member, his free hand settled comfortably on Sunggyu's thigh.
Ilhoon took a deep breath and glanced up again, only to find Sunggyu was no longer looking at him, his head back against the door and his eyes squeezed shut, and Ilhoon took a moment to admire the bobbing of his Adam's apple before he went for it.
Sunggyu's short exhalations sent shivers down Ilhoon's spine, little breaths so reminiscent of those in his singing, small sounds escaping his lips sending heat rushing to Ilhoon's groin, and he pulled back slightly, tongue dabbing at the tip as he fumbled with his own belt, slipping his hand into his underwear.
He grasped himself as he felt Sunggyu's hands find purchase in his hair, and he knew the careful styling, all the hairspray and gel was gonna be mussed up, but he couldn't care less as he relaxed his throat as best he could and took him deeper.
A gasp worked it's way from Sunggyu's throat followed by a quiet breathy moan, and Ilhoon couldn't help but let out a small groan, making Sunggyu grip tighten in his hair. Ilhoon's hand moved faster as he let Sunggyu fuck his throat (he doesn't mind, he's not a vocalist, and even if he was it wouldn't matter because this is Sunggyu), small whines and deeper groans filling the silence of the room.
He can feel the heat coiling in his belly, when there's a knock on the door Sunggyu's holding closed with his back- it's a manager, asking where they are- and Ilhoon flicks his gaze upwards when he felt hands leave his hair to see Sunggyu shooting him a panicked glance.
If Ilhoon could have smirked right then, he would have, and he ploughed on, glancing up to see Sunggyu biting on his fist.
It didn't take long before he could hear footsteps walking away and then Sunggyu let out a a low, breathy moan and came, and that combined with the thought that he'd just done this to the man was enough for him to find his release as well, Sunggyu's softening member slipping from his mouth with a garbled moan.
Ilhoon grimaced at the mess on his hand, his tongue darting out to the corner of his mouth before he looked up, seeing Sunggyu looking sheepishly at him.
'Sorry,' he mumbled, 'I probably should have said something.'
Ilhoon shook his head, his lips turning up. 'It was my pleasure,' he said, his voice just a little rougher than normal, wiping his hand on the carpeted floor.
Sunggyu gave a small laugh as he straightened his clothes, causing Ilhoon's smile to grow wider.
'I. Have to go. Um. Nice meeting you,' Sunggyu offered, an awkward air around him as he picked up his stuff and opened the door.
'Hyung,' Ilhoon said suddenly, and Sunggyu turned back once again. Ilhoon smiled at him. 'I hope I see you again soon.'
Sunggyu laughed, amusement in his eyes as he looked at Ilhoon. 'Yeah,' he replied, chuckling again before giving a slight wave and leaving.
Ilhoon watched him go until the door swung shut, bringing his fingers up to run over his lips.
His pants were uncomfortably wet, but he could still taste Sunggyu, could still feel the weight of him on his tongue, and he went to sleep giddy that night.