I wish I was mature enough to see past the flaws of people I used to be close to.
It just hurts a lot, but maybe I'm romanticizing it.

FUCK FUCK FUCK.

 I'm so sick of the ordinary.

 
___(9:58:05 PM): i feel so stuck
___(9:58:10 PM): being a freshman
secretagent cede (9:58:29 PM): I feel so lost
secretagent cede (9:58:31 PM): being a senior

I wish I knew who you wanted me to be, because I can't be myself around you.

Honestly, I don't think we've really grown up, not yet. I think this is just the start of something completely different that we were somehow expecting.

I think I'm afraid because I don't know whats wrong with me. All I know is I can't lose this. Not so close to summer.

hahaha, can anyone believe the I Love New York season finale?

Despite what happened tonight, I still believe people are good. I believe that there is beauty in everyone. I don't think we're all going to be OK, but I wish more people were. I know that we all have our trails to tread, but I'm content with mine. That's all that matters.

Hey, guess what everyone:

I'm happy.