After everything I have ever written, i have become a compilation of my greatest mistakes, my most powerful enemies...
and personal vendettas....

You were nothing but a whore...
Life is not as positive as GOD likes to pretend it is...
GOD is a lie...

And I Win...

You fucking farm animal...

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today...
was a bad day...
work...
grandma
emotional..brick to the face.....
what the heck is going on with me...
and why wont it stop..
heck...why doesnt anyone care

why is this so bloody difficult for me?

so alex...
needs to find a fix...
alex needs to find why hes such a bother...and fix it...
alex...is utterly lost...
and apparently
nothing more than a has been...
untrusted....
not worth their time...
too young for words....
useless in a handbasket....
NOBODY
and by the by.....
what is it i need to do.....
ive got nobody...

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it hurts so bad i cant sleep...
im so inadequate...i cant think otherwise...
and on top of it all....
I got kicked out....
of bible study...
because i suck...
way to go alex...
you messed up again...
apparently...somehow...without knowing

never take friendship personal
wow....
such a low lifed calice statement...
yet so much of a true understanding

on another note..
girls make me curse...
my shirt says so
mhmm
mhmm
tomorrow
just a day
alone and bored...
wednesday after school.
HOME ALONE
AT MY MOMMYS HOUSE
I CAN SNEAK OUT WITHOUT SNEAKING!

bleh....stupid girls

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