Today I'm a little depressed. Today would have been my ex's and my year aniversery. It makes me made and sad to think that I wasted nine months on that cheating bstered. Oh well. "It's better to have lost love then to paint a smiles and pretend." Well thats all. Goodbye for now.

It feels so good to be home. I'm not really happy with my grandma. Right before I went home she called me a nasty name. I'm just so happy to be home. My friends are all happy to have me back. I'm thinking of asking my friend Shane to go out with me. Well thats all, bye.

Hey everyone. I miss all of my friends. Monday I saw Charely and the Chocolat Factory. It was so f *cking awsome. Johhny was incredible. I think it was better then the origenal. I also saw Dark Water. It was really good.I think I'm over Rick. I've kinda started seeing this other guy and when ever I think of Rick I don't get depressed. The pain he ( Read more... )

I'm still hurting over my ex-boyfriend, but I'm sarting to get over him. I found a song that shows how I feel about him perfectly. It's Which to bury, us or the hatchet by Relient K ( Read more... )

Well tomorrow I'm leaveing for the summer. I'm going to spend the summer with my grandparents. Well see everyone later.

My boyfriend broke up with me. This is what my ex-boyfriend said when we broke up ( Read more... )

Friday night was the best night of my life. I kissed Scott, the lead singer of doublethink. He is sooooooooooooooo hot! I can now die a happy person. I love doublethinl! I'm so happy now.

Today was a really bad day. I'm tired, I don't feel good, and I just want to die. I'm always fighting with my mom and I hate it. I really don't care anymore weather I live or die. I can't take it anymore. Ever since my grandpa died my life has become a living nightmare that just won't end. I'm having problems with the one person that makes me happy ( Read more... )

Hey. Today was an ok day.I'm tired, lonely, and depressed. I miss my boyfriend. We haven't talked all week. I feel like we're driffting apart and it scares me. I love him so much and I'm scared that if I lose him, I'll emotionaly die. I really need to think about my relationship with him. I have to go. Bye

Well today I got my lip pearced. It hurt when the guy put the needle through my lip and it hurts whenever I spin the ring around. I'm sooooooo happy that I got it done. Well thats all for now. Bye ^_^