think I've waited a while to write about this because I'm not exactly sure how to handle things like these. I think it takes a death to realize how much you care about people and you begin to wonder if what you just said to someone will be the last thing they hear from you. There are so many people I care about and it's unbelievable hard when you ( Read more... )

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There are so many things I wish I could say that wouldn't result in more people getting mad at each other, hurt feelings, and all that stuff.
Whatever, shit happens, right?
I lost a lot of respect for a lot of things this weekend, but gained some for others.
I really can't say that I know I'll be able to handle everything the way it should, but we'll ( Read more... )

So apparently I have some kind of viral infection or something...
Whatever it is, I have to stay home for a while and rest and drink cold stuff.
And if I'm not feeling better by tomorrow, I might have to get tested for mono or whatever.
Great.
That's what I really need, to spend the next month at home doing nothing. It's like the past four days all ( Read more... )

yesterday was crazy.
school.. ninjas vs. pirates was pretty cool.
pirates kicked ass and took names.
the rest of school was really really really lame.
I'm amazed at how many people will come over to hug me when I'm upset and actually care.
You guys are awesome♥
but yeah, the show last night was crazy.
I still can't decide if it was a good-crazy or a bad- ( Read more... )

I'm sick of the routine. Much like Kim has said, I'm tired of doing what feels like the same thing every day. I wake up late to have to hurry up, I go to a school where I'm never sure if I like it or not, go out, get home at ten to realize I have homework to do, get annoyed at Myspace, try to fall asleep and then get up to do it all over again. It' ( Read more... )

there are only so many times you can cry yourself to sleep before you start to not be able to fall asleep no matter how tired you are.
there are only so many occasions as to when you can tell youself that it's time to give up only to take back every vow you've made to yourself a second later.

Did you know that even if Bill was a parapelegic, he would still be able to get into a closed box of Cheez-Its positioned about ten feet away from him with my legs in the way?
He also managed to like, kill his mouth in the process, but whatever works.
He can get the cheez-its.

I frikkin' love that kid.
But yeah, I still don't have a cell phone, which ( Read more... )

Everything is so fucking complicated.
Bill doesn't like Dan and thought he wasn't good for me. I was unhappy with whatever, so I broke things off with Dan and now it's like, I don't know what to think. I dunno. Last night was fun though, got my mind off of things.
I watched Bill, Gus, Bernie and Jimmy practice yesterday and then we went to T.Bell ( Read more... )

Oh, the joys of not being at school when I should be.
Fuck my braces. In an hour, they're coming off.

It's not like I'm excited about it or anything.. haha.
So in the past two days I've come to more descisions and I've decided.

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