Tonight was awesome.
I love Bill.
I love seeing him.
I love being around him
And I especially love holding his glasses while he tears it up in the pit.

Break accomplished.
<3

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I can't say these past two weeks have been good, but they haven't been bad.
I miss Bill so much.
It's amazing how much just seeing and hearing from one certain person can make your day so much better, and once you haven't seen them for a while, you lose the will to do some things.
I make this sound like the end of the world, when it's not really a big ( Read more... )

Yeah, so yesterday was definetly fun ( Read more... )

I just wanna scream or something, it's so hard to maintain composure when there are a million things running through my head and I want answers.
Christmas is the season for "magic" or whatever the fuck everyone has been telling me.
Fuck Christmas.
I don't feel like there's anything miraculous going on right now.
Unless me feeling like shit is like, ( Read more... )

I'm fucking pathetic

This has been like, the worst week ever.
I want to see my fucking boyfriend for Christmas, but does that matter to anyone?
No, of course not, because his stepmom hates me for no fucking reason.
So now.. it's only mutual.

Not only did I cry myself to sleep, apparently, I cried myself awake too.
Fuck Christmas.

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It's been a while since I've been on here...
Wow. Okay, one of my New Year's Resolutions is to keep writing in here and not using it for surveys or to copy school projects from the computers to my house when I don't have a floppy disc.
Wow. There's a lot to be done on here now. I should redo my layout and all the userinfo crap.
I'm off to do that.
:-P

Yay for the weekend. I'm so sick of waking up at 6. Well, not waking up, I wake up at like 7, but getting woken up at 6 sucks. The hour in between doesn't. Hah. So this weekend has been fun so far. I've been hanging out with Bill, Ashley, and Jake, three of some of the coolest people ever.

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I am so tired. This has been an endless week. The past 30 hours feel like they've oozed by while I've had no energy. Six tests, one hell of a day, and now I'm crashing.

Football game was tonight. I don't remember. I was crying. There was some yelling, almost got in a fight with these girls who were messing with Ali. Dairy Queen. Home ( Read more... )

I slept in Underarmour and thermal snow pants last night.
I could not get warn AT ALL last night once I came back from Lo's, so at one last night, I was digging around the coat closet for something that would keep me warm. I turned the heat in my room up to like eighty and shivered to sleep under three giant comforters.
My mom must have woke up evil ( Read more... )