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[chaoskristi]

Okay, so I'm shaking a little bit. I just had a panic attack...a mild one, but still. It's been awhile. And now I can't stop crying. And just think, my dad asked what was going on when I went upstairs and couldn't breathe and was freaking out, then didn't care and continued to watch tv and told me take a xanax and then didn't say anything when

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[miss_sarahjane]

*hugs*

I love you babe!! it's going to be okay! The best thing for me to do when I'm feeling like that is to take a deep breath and try to calm down... Just make a list of what you have to do and then check off each thing as you do it - if you're broke then don't go to cedar point right now, save up some money and then go. and I think you look beautiful and that an arbitrary number is not the point of losing weight at all, and you should feel good about yourself for the point you've gotten to. Even if you can't eat like "normal" people maybe that's because "normal" people don't eat healthy? I dk. I love you tons though and I know that you're going to be able to do the whole college thing and that you're going to do fine!! xoxo!!

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[mf_steph04]

girl i know how you feel about the food thing, it is hard and i have been in the situation where it completely controlled everything i did. you just gotta try your hardest and work out. thats all you can do, try not to let it take over your life. you have to eat...so just make wise choices babe. i love you, i hope you are doing ok!!

muah*