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[chaosmunky]

today i feel like i've lost everything. my head is in total chaos and i don't know what to do. i miss ian so much. when will i ever see him. my head tells me never. i don't want to die like this. this is the only thing in life that i fear and hate most of all (being alone). all i do now is sit and cry as i wait to die. i'm not ever going to feel

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from mom

[anonymous]

what makes you think you are not going to see ian any more? do you want to go live in michigan go ahead and go but dont live with them. we can only give you opinions not advice because if it doesnt turn out right you will get mad at us. we feel sad and stressed that you are always saying you want to die. you have to take care of yourself before you can take care of any body else. do you want to get a divorce are you going to be strong enough to fight for your rights as far as ian is concerned. you might get him during the summers. make a decision and go through with it we will stand by you no matter what. stop hurting and saying you are going to kill yourself because ian really is not going to know you think of your brother and sisters how will they feel. if you hate being alone come home and be around people that love you. we love you very very much mom

[x_miribum_x]

Awwww....*hugs*