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[chaosmuse]

i hate myself.

i wish i wasn't who i am.
i wish i wasn't fooled into doing
what i have done so many times.

it may seem selfish,
BUT YOU ARE SELFISH.

you're heartless.

i cried today.
EVERYTHING HAS FINALLY ADDED UP.it was just a question of when

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[savvynojutsu]

If you died, I would become very disheartened.

You are such a special person, and so many people know it.

We love you.

I love you.

*mwah*

[chaosmuse]

I didn't say I was going to,
i just meant i felt like i wanted to.

thank you, kylie.
that means a lot to me.

i was just very, very angry when i wrote that.

but thanks for being there for me.

[______ephemeral]

im so sorry..
i just dont know what to say... :(
you shouldnt blame this on yourself...

[chaosmuse]

*sigh*
it just seems to be interesting to me
how much this happens to me.
i am just so amazed
how much i unknowingly, yet willingly walk into my own demise and downfall.

it just dumbfounds me.

[her__scene]

don't beat yourself up like that.
you're amazing and lovely.
don't ever think differently.
time is my enemy.
i hate this.
i love you.
<3<3<3

[chaosmuse]

i can't help it.
i always do this.
i can't seem to keep myself out of these situations.
thank you.
if only he could see that and appriciate it.
i am so greatful for people like you.
i wish you were here with me.
we could sit under a blanket and sip hot chocolate,
and count the constellations that litter the blackening sky.
so many wishes.
we must become pen-pals.
i want to send you gifts.
please consider.<3