So last night was some fun shit. and the story goes like this: so me and anita hear that theres gonna be a teen night at chrome (a club in white plains) and we wanted to go just cuz we had this whole plan (see journal entry before lol), but I'm sooooo not a clubber and I'm very self conscious bout dancing and stuff. But I go over to her house and ( Read more... )

I really wish I was organized. or at least spent my time wisely/productive/fun cuz all I do is watch tv and go online. NEED TO STOP. ok, updating my livejournal is another perfect example of how I'm online when I should be doing schoolwork or college apps which are both pissing me off so much. I have like 10 schools left to apply and my mom wants ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while. Not like anybody reads this because no one gives a crap but what the hey. Anyways, today was the senior retreat at GCA and I was not reallyyyy looking foward to it just cuz I'm not very religious and don't like doing the same things every year, even though in the moment I feel a tad extra religious. But wow, this one ( Read more... )

"as the butterfly spreads its wings ( Read more... )

so excited for vanessa carlton's new album to come out! November 9th baby. I am not ashamed to say I'm obsessed with her and she is my idol because she isn't a sugarcoated pop bitch. Trust me her music is more goth than you think. I wish i could write like her. She's so dark and eerie especially with songs like "c'est la vie", "Papa", "she floats" ( Read more... )

oh my lordy! I'm so stressed I'm going to explode. I hate 2004. It totally just sucks ass. Already from January it was a mess, then SATs and junior year horror, and AP and shit. then came a pretty good summer but i was so lazy so that was stupid of me. and now it's already october and i haven't done any college work and these next 3 months are ( Read more... )

Old habits are hard to break ( Read more... )

yeahhhh so it seems like vanessa carlton is writing my life story. well actually there are a lot of bands and singers that write songs that sound like it would come out of my journal or poetry book ( Read more... )

I AM 49% EMO!
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wow I'm so tired and i have no idea why. school and volleyball were a drag. and now coach wants me to play setter too sometimes so when I'm not playing outside hitter i might be playing setter- so thats more playing time for me =awesomeness ( Read more... )